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 Jan 2014 Emma E Jones
Jimmy King
The first time I slept beside you in that basement
You were a stranger
And now you’re a close friend. But somehow
The sleeping hasn’t gotten much more comfortable.
My neck has hurt all day.
And when I said “happy new year” to my grandma
I still felt like I was holding back
A fourth round of ***** –
You know the vomiting actually hasn’t gotten much better either.
I remember the first time, sitting
On somebody’s aunt’s friend’s bathroom floor
Texting my sister “I’m drunk, I’m sick, I’m sorry”
While this ****** girl that I hadn’t yet fallen in love with
Held my hair back figuratively
But you
You held my hair back more literally last night (it’s gotten long),
And you know that I’m glad we’re friends
But that cheese fondue my mom prepared
Didn’t taste so good coming up the other way
And I shouldn’t need, I shouldn’t want, I shouldn’t need
To swig back so many shots
To tell people how I feel
Which might not even really be how I do feel
Because that girl wasn’t really all that ******
And ever since she left (I left her)
I’ve been looking for something to cling to and
I haven’t found it in this person or that person
So I tried to find it in this sea of bottles
But all the bottles empty quickly
And my neck has hurt all day so
Just don’t take it personally if I don’t
Spend the night in that basement with you again next time.

My neck has hurt since she left.
And I’m still drunk.
Still sick.
Still sorry.
 Dec 2013 Emma E Jones
Arabella
4/6
 Dec 2013 Emma E Jones
Arabella
4/6
the ocean is six miles deep.

you're buried six feet deep.

this the the sixth time I've thought of him tonight,

and the fifth to write it.
 Dec 2013 Emma E Jones
Atlas
Is this what "normal" feels like?
 Dec 2013 Emma E Jones
Arabella
we came naked into this world,
the cold and darkness
rushing over our delicate skin.

without thought,
we packed on layer
after layer,
our minds and bodies not seeming
to be enough.

we ate the words
and swallowed what we saw.

hour after hour,
day after day,
year after year.

we pretend there isn't an end.

forgetting
it's a cycle of
nothing to nothing.


so we put a name on it.
 Dec 2013 Emma E Jones
Jimmy King
At the top floor of the skyscraper that touches the sun
A man sits with his bourbon in hand, looking out over his creation:
The world in which people shine like glass

Something in that dark yellow of the bourbon reminds the man
Of that time he saw the world’s last tree
Twenty year before it fell.

It was when he was still young and naïve,
His visions of eternal life and glass people,
Still on the brink.

Some instinctual twitch in the back of his brain,
Passed down from the apes, guided him to climb it
But the first branches were too high
And so he cried,
Like a child who cries after stubbing his toe.

It’s while he’s still thinking
Of that first and only time
Seeing a tree beyond a screen
That the man takes his final sip of bourbon,
Though the glass is still half-full.

With the first gunshot in two thousand years,
The bourbon drops to the floor and
Shatters
Part of a series I'm doing on human future in relation to the advancement of technology
 Dec 2013 Emma E Jones
Arabella
love me with my scars and tears,
as sleep haunts mornings we never knew.

greeting
sweet kisses on my forehead


remind me of all these years,
not knowing what I'd been without you.
 Dec 2013 Emma E Jones
Arabella
#17
 Dec 2013 Emma E Jones
Arabella
#17
Swollen lips and
bruised necks.

It's not my life, and you're not my friend.

Instead of hello's
We should great each other with
I don't love you anymore's
 Dec 2013 Emma E Jones
Atlas
This is surreal...
I have been dreaming
For years
About this moment

When your lips
Softly
Touch mine

I have waited years
For you
To call me beautiful
(Even though I'm not)

All these years
I have waited
Thinking
We didn't have a chance

But here we are
Holding hands
This moment can't be real-
I'm sure my summer self
Would not believe it
For even a second

I filled up pages
Of my life
With utter nonsense
I filled up pages
And pages
With "Why not"s

Being with you
I slowly regret
Wasting my time
Creating enemies

But being with you
Means you could
Become my enemy too
And I'm okay with that
Because at least
You will
Still
Be mine
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