Let me go,
I can't let go,
These feelings are too strong
The hold is too strong
I must run
Run back
Into the place
That won't let go
Your arms..

First
Always the first hey
Never the first goodbye
Always the desperate one
But always the happy one
If
If only
You knew who really
Gave me joy
Because he used to be you

"I want you."
Joy.
"Sorry, no matter how much I want you, you can not have me."
Why.
Thoughts flashing
Tears flowing
Mind screaming
Needing
Wanting
To be wrapped. So tightly
In your arms
But.
To be screaming and punching
So you want me too

Everything is tight.
Sore.
The way I like it
"Progress"

I needed to get out
You were too too close
And saying the wrong things
You took my everything and made it nothing
So no I should be filled with hate
But instead,
I just want you to hold me,
To comfort me from the pain you provided
When did I become so dependent on another persons breathe that it became my own

its easy
you stand
and bend a a little
then jump
but i freeze
and hit the floor
it easy* they scream
without fear all is easy
but with..
all is nearly impossible

I keep checking and checking,
watching and waiting,
but
the only thing I'm receiving is,
I can't
so I can't either
in public

Pretty.
six letters
the way only you can make me feel
so now that feeling has washed away, like a million tiny waves
never to be seen again
like the loving look and wink I always knew was waiting across the room
Gone.