I crave tall buildings that touch the sky,
and crowded streets filled with people on their way to their destinations.

But I also long for the openness of land and fresh air. Freedom and solitude. The quietness of a cool brisk morning.

Once there was no world, and no people, no animals, no hills or trees, and there was no sky and no sun. There was no world at all. Darkness ruled, until God said "let there be light" and light appeared. He went on to create the heavens and the earth and everything in between. God said "I will make a man and i will name him Adam" "and man shall not be alone" so he created Eve. The 7th day came upon and God rested pleased with his work. Most have heard this story but don't believe. Is it the thought of some divine spirit creating something so majestic and exquisite, scary or unbelievable? Is it the human brain thinking logic and science? There is proof, hundreds and hundreds of years of proof that their is a holy spirit. Most atheist think there is nothing, but how can you hate something that doesn't exist? How can talk about Hell if you don't believe? If there is Hell then there is God. It's that simple, faith is that simple, to believe in God is that simple. Their is no magic behind it. God is in everything, and  everything around us, God is working. It really isn't that hard to just have a little faith in something so great and so big.

What I put in was worth nothing to you
You shook me off like a fly on the wall
I was always their to answer your call
But where were you?
I thought you had my back
But you didn't
Left me hanging, blaming me as if I was the problem, and maybe I was
But who knows because you were never there anyways