My core self without God is  diabolical
My core self wants to drown the pain
And find peace at the bottom of a bottle
Get in a car, max it out full throttle
My core self needs the teaching of the Bible
I do not need the comfort of a triple x model
But my core self without God wants it
My human nature is sin
My mind, my body, every part
To the outer layer of skin
Without God righteousness is a myth
You know like Zeus
Imaginary like the fairy that collects tooth
I meant teeth
My core self deserves death hung from a noose attached to wood like a reef
This here is just a release
The embodiment of myself if I didn't have belief
My Faith lies in he
Jesus Christ my King
Everything is done, change happens spiritually
Blessed with a new heart without having to go into surgery
My core self is death
That's why this body will meet the dirt
The Lords core self is life
That's why he can give it
When my body dies through him I will still be living

My head pounds, her words like sticks of dynamite.
we broke off the fantasy,
frustration would become my savior, or would anxiety
angst continue to become my true self?

Pain has never felt so embracing, as to want to kiss it.
leaving behind the dreams that meant so much to me
rain falls from the sky
whispering sweet lullabies to our children.

the frequent reality, staying in place
satisfied by the seconds
leaving my eyes as they are
my mind in peace.

poetic her movement
brush strokes on my chest
*** claws that break laws
goth, the scent of her breath.

**** my heart, inject me with purple darts
painted by Da Vinci  murdered by a work of art
breaking bars,
jammed my hands through broken shards.
****** by eternity,
the monster that came back from shaking mars.
doomed and colossus, middle of the mosh pit
I live for the funerals and party with the Gothics.

Tasting the hatred, who knew love was the flavor
cries as time flies, spits in the night sky
boiling our emotions, our love drowned in the tide.
dowsed in turpentine, serpents hiss down our spines,
lasers set to ****, ideas are nautiluss
the precious rapture precedes to rage on our kind.

The sun becomes the hottest
when power becomes modest.
reality for the fiction
more gifts for the gifted
everyday lost until the power levels shifted
weird, lost, and strange
most recognized of misfits.
killing off the normal to become different
one more guest to become a witness.

I've found solace in your arms.
Found my heart in the reflection of your eyes.
Found redemption in your kiss.

All my life I have prayed for you.
Imagined the sound of your voice, the shape of your face.

Knowing that the moment we met I would recognize you instantly
No doubt or question that you are my other half.

Sweet, soft, slow tingling sensation that fills my body and replaces the
blood pumping through my veins.

Hypnotized by your gaze,
I forget every heartache, every bit of pain I have ever felt.

Unable to resist your charm,
To control this smile that starts in my soul and radiates through my face.

So similar in spirit, we complete each other.
Predestined encounter has forever changed my life.

I knew your heart, your touch before we ever came face to face.
Two garments made from the same cloth
Our souls were joined before they every came into this world.
True Soul mates.

My hand fits perfectly into yours.
Like a lock and key
You have opened up a whole new world to me.

Endless possibilities, breathe taking moments, and grand adventures.
Abundant blessings shown to us with every new day.
Our future is being revealed page by page.
A true fairy tale.