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Honesty

It was all I ever wanted

Affection

It was all you ever wanted to give

I don’t want your sweet words or eloquent speech

I don’t want your tender moments or your declarations of love

I want your honesty

I want you to tell me what you think, not just what you feel

Because, obviously, your feelings fade pretty fast

Then what you think comes out

Even though it was what I was asking for the whole time,

After all the affection and sweet talk, your thoughts pierce me

Your honesty is what could have saved me

But it’s also what killed me in the end
I wish I had actual pictures of our greatest hits

Driving down country roads in the dark

Snuggled up against you on the bench seat of your truck

Walking around Boardwalk, holding hands and telling *** stories

Cuddled up in a hammock to watch the fireworks

Star gazing near the old paint ball place

Embracing each other whilst perched atop your tool box

Countless movies that we’ve seen together, my head rested against your shoulder or chest

Your arms around me

You make me feel safe

You make me feel secure

You are the only one who I believe
When people are far away, it doesn’t mean we stop loving them.

But it’s a different sort of love.

An ache in your heart, and in your thoughts, when they come up in conversation.

A small lump in your throat when you think about how long it’s been since you’ve seen them, or hugged them, or even gotten a text from them.

It’s that single tear you shed when you get a meaningful voicemail after you missed their 4th call in two days because of timezones or work schedules or weird sleeping patterns you hadn’t even realized you’d developed since the last time you were a part of their lives.

It’s forgetting what they, specifically, look like but still remembering how they smell. And how their hand feels in yours.

Just because they aren’t near you, or living life with you day to day anymore, doesn’t mean you can’t love them just as much.

It’s possible that you love them even more. Their everyday mistakes aren’t around to remind you that they aren’t perfect. Their little slip ups won’t unconsciously disappoint you, nor will their poorly timed jokes and indiscreet innuendos make you feel uncomfortable in the presence of others.

Instead you have all of your memories together that are worth keeping around.

And the solid truth that you do so want to see your loved one again.
I haven't a clue what to say here
I'm just waiting for something to happen
Which clearly isn't working for us
I know that I adore you
I love you
Your awkwardnesses and breathy laugh are so comforting to me
You make me feel safe
And worthy
and whole
You are adorable
But you're also one of the most astounding examples of a man I have ever had the pleasure of encountering
Your hands held me
Your words comforted me
They still do
I believe that I want you
But I'm scared to want things recently
Because as soon as I admit that I want it
It escapes
It takes off in a terrifying hurry to be far and away from
Wherever it is that I may be
When the sun goes down
And the stars come out to play
Something horrible lies, lurking,
At the edge of day

When the sun goes down
And disappears beyond the trees
You can hear their evil whispers
Being carried by the breeze

When the sun goes down
And all the children are inside
All the shadows creep away
From all the places that they hide

For when the sun goes down
The temperature--it drops
And every single conversation;
Every whispered story stops

And every single person
stops and turns to face
the shadows known as darkness
Creeping out from their hiding place
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