Scotty has a girlfriend,
But Scotty likes to wear dresses..
Is he gay?
Of course not! He loves girls!
But..
underneath his bed,
there's a box full of secrets..
secrets so big;
it's impossible to keep em'.
What would she do..
if she found out he's been with another guy?
She'd break his neck,
as she runs to the corner to cry!

sexually confused!
Scotty doesn't know,
he's sexually confused!

She walks into her high school class,
people can't help but stare.
They don't know what it is;
blue eyes?
dark hair?
Nope. It's what's going on,
the thoughts inside her head..
It's this other girl..
"She snuck into my bed!"

sexually confused..
her peers don't know it yet,
but we're all sexually confused!

Nick has a secret,
you see hes got this fetish.
All he does is
sit around and act it.
He sneaks into his sister's room,
and tries on her clothes..
He walks around the house,
in her skirts and underwear.

Sexually confusd,
he's sexually confused!
It started with being dared to wear a pair..
look what happened,
now he's sexually confused!

Claudia's depressed because
her feelings are always surpressed.
She burries her mind with drugs,
never admiting her passion,
she's made fun of for the way she's dressed.
There's this girl, you see,
she's got dark hair and blue eyes..
they can't be together,
because well..
us sexually confused like to hide.

Sexually confused..
You see once they know,
you know, that you're sexually confused-
you'll be taunted, made fun of,
a victim of verbal abuse.
sexually confused!
Am I sexually confused?

There are so many...

the lies told to us...

as children.

everything works out for the best.

you have a great personality.

your not fat, you are just "big *****"

everything will look better in the morning.

of course there is a Santa Claus, Easter Bunny, Tooth Fairy

you can do and be whatever you want to be.

most people are nice.

it was meant to be.

you are so pretty.

i'll call you sometime.

you have your whole life ahead of you.

you are so handsome.

it's not if you win or lose, it's how you play the game.

Why don't they just tell us the truth?

To that strong women i've met
To that beautiful gal who knows what she wants
To that brave soul who inspires me to be a better person

I wont ever mock you, mistreat you or leave you
I wont ever abandon you, give up on you or upset you
Leave you heartbroken, leave you disheartened or given up on

I wont ridicule you but i will encourage you
I cant abandon you but i will stand by you
Every step of the way i will be there to take the good and the bad

Encourage you while your down and give you that push when you need it
Give you what you need when you need it.
Hand you what you want when you desire it.

I tell of a tale,
of a paradise lost
before it was found

Cowards they were,
masking what was so plainly
a destiny,
a desire by the heavens

He wouldn't spill,
she wouldn't ask,
but talk of nothing
they did,
till the untold
eloped with the map
to the paradise

till tension,
assisted by time,
paved a forked path;
a lane separately for each

I tell of a tale,
with regret,
of a paradise lost
before it was found

The sun was shining bright
As I look from left to right
Then it was you I saw
Waking me from unbecoming thaw

To me you're a princess
Just missing a crown
Like a star that twinkles
I'm waiting to fall down

A moment not expected
Pulled my mind from being tormented
Seeing your smile once again
Took my heart from being ashen

I felt awesome after seeing you Once Again...
...I wish you knew how I missed you before then...

The almost sibling

An almost brother,
Or maybe sister,
Perches at the edge
Staring down
Searching for me,
An unknown brother
Save for short peeks
Between clouds,
And wonders of the almost life,
The almost love,
They could have found
Amongst us.
But the love was taut
Barely enough
For us to be sustained.
I’ve heard mom speak to you,
While clutching herself,
Asking for forgiveness
For taking your almost body out
Before a body could be.
I hope you know,
Crouched there watching,
Though I never met you
Or knew your almost self
I still love you.

Your weakness gets to me
makes me want to rip
your heart from your chest
and trample on it
You are a coward
A fool to your own truth
a puppet on a string
being dangled
by your faithful followers
You never listen
Do you see my eyes glisten?
Can you see my angry soul? ,
my hungry mouth?
Do you feel the earthquake
in my heart as it bleeds out on the ground?
Do you even care?
Sometimes I wish you were never there
I hate you but I love you still
And I'm guessing I forever will
It takes a cruel soul to ignore
The meaning of the open door

I am a friend
There and listening

I am a lion
Loyal and strong

I am a writer
Observing everything

I am shy
Silent and gone

I am a reader
Learning and searching

I am a ghost
Disappearing without a word

I am a lover
Loving not fighting

I am a fighter
Standing up for what I believe in

I am an artist
Creating

I am me
Proud and loving