i feel trapped in me
maybe dying will set me free
but im not ready for the guilt yet
so maybe i'll just get f*cked up
and forget about my regrets
maybe i'll be fine one day
but i don't count on it

The devil was once an angel
Just different from the rest
He used to turn the tables
And cheat on all the tests

But one day they kicked him out
And he got upset
Because what they didn’t know
Was that he didn’t mean to be a threat

And now he’s the devil
Feared by all
Now he’s the devil
Blood on his crown
And he takes all that he wants
And he spreads his word through me
Cuz he’s the devil
And he’s really not that mean

So he wandered ‘roud for days
Trying to find a home
But the world seemed like a maze
And he was unknown

Nobody would come help him
So he set this place ablaze
He’d tried to be all funny
But no one came to play

And now he’s the devil
Feared by all
Now he’s the devil
Blood on his crown
And he takes all that he wants
And he spreads his word through people
Cuz he’s the devil
And he’s really not that mean

(c) EL July 2019

The meaning of life
Is not one to be found
But one to be created

There is no one,
Yet a series of possible outcomes
That you have to choose
At the end of the tunnel

Where there is no light
No hope
Nobody supporting you

Just you
And

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