No one will ever replace your company
No one will ever replace who you were
I still don't think my heart began again
I still don't think my sanity could ever stir
They drag me from my solitude
Force my limbs to function
They pretend somehow I can go on
While my body continues deconstruction
They don't understand
I was pushed too far
Mourning burns from within
My lungs coated thick with tar
This isn't living
No matter how I try
Leave me to my solitude
Leave me to die