Dearest you,
It's hard to put into words
The feelings I get
They make my stomach turn
Sometimes good, sometimes bad
At the end of the day
You're the best I'll ever have
We talk about forever
We both think
We'll end up leaving each other
But let's not get ahead of ourselves
Let's live for this moment
However,
When we think about our long lives ahead
There's only one image that comes to mind
Only one way in which we'll spend our time
Only one we can imagine marrying
Only one we can imagine loving
And that's us
You're my best friend
That'll never change
From here, we'll only grow
And we will continue to exchange
Love
Kisses
Laughs
Smiles
We have it all
Every day, I continue to fall
Thank you for being you
My dearest
I love you
That is all

have you ever wondered, sometimes,
why things just turn into ashes.
memories that are grinder, burnt;
into fine black powder
and with a gust of wind,
it flies away with you knowing.
until its too late to even realize,
that those memories are not there anymore.
and perhaps this whole thing
is nothing but only a delusion

it wasn't there in the first place
and that was never meant to be.

my demons are my best friend because they dont leave me alone at night,
they cradle me in there wicked sins and kiss me on the forehead when they put me to bed,
they never leave my side,
through the light and especially the dark
they make me
they are me
i am a demon
my body is simply a **disguise