I want to write a poem,
but I don't know what to say,
just that you won't be able to
talk to me today.

So I send you all my love,
and the happiest of thoughts,
and hope this day is good for you,
because it is my heart that
you have caught.

Stay away, it's not like
you were ever here before.

love conquers all, right?
then tell me, why have I loved
you without a glance?

Your eyes hold the heavens,
your lips hold the sea.

I know it means nothing,
but my heart is fluttering in my chest
because of those silly words that you said.

I need to find reality,
*but for now I'll ride this high.

Every passing second
makes me miss you
more and more.

Every passing second
makes me love you
more and more.

The wind carried the ghost of my soul to you.

No, I'm here.*

          That's not what I want to hear,
          what if it's never enough for me?

I do not know why,
but I have this crazy
urge to just leave her.

I do not know why,
but I have become
scared to talk to her.

I do not know why,
but my thoughts on
the situation have changed.

I have become fearful of
what our future could
look like,
and I don't know why.

How many ways can
I express how much I love
you? Hard to fathom.

I don't know what is right,
I don't know what is wrong,
how much should I fight,
should I stretch it out long?

You left me here,
out on this limb,
all full of fear,
my walls are closing in.

Do you want me to fight,
is that what you need,
because I will with all my might,
or will you pay me no heed?

I feel myself slipping away,
seeping into the cracks of your soul,
you're taking all that I have left,
but with no intention to remain.
A dangerous game I feel we're playing,
knowing I want to be your lover,
only allowing me to be your friend,
this won't last as i'm losing myself,
you'll take it all and look for more,
but nothing will be left,
and you'll leave me in the end.

Sometimes I get so
weak the only answer I
can think of is death.

I haven't left the bed yet,
I'm too comfortable for my own good,
so I'll just roll over and turn the pages
of this very good book.

I adore every single one of you.
Your words are brilliant and you make me smile and you make me cry.
Keep writing.

Tonight we talked
about the stars and
the heavens and the
future.

My future. You wanted
to know. You asked me
to tell you more.

I told you everything I
want. You don't know it,
but I know that's what you
want too.

The stars aligned, and we
were brought together,
and I think you are
realizing that now.

I think you're thinking,
*'This looks a lot like fate.'

Left outside in the pouring rain,
I wait for you.

If I could fall asleep
with you in my arms...

Guilty of loving
you, but i'm not sorry. What
I would give for that.

Not for your love, but
for anyone to love me
like that. Anything.

I would give it all.
For you. For me. Love.
I want the world, love.

'My heart was cold but then...'
it's in my hands.

I have learned that no matter
how many times I say 'I miss you',
you can't come home any sooner.

I think i'm going to
leave her for a while.
Let her miss me,
you know?

I may not know you
very well, but I know my
heart is not lying.

I no longer remember your scent,
but if it were to pass under my nose,
it would be as familiar as the back of my hand.

I asked you not to go,
and now you've asked me to stay.
I couldn't even imagine going away.

I want to tell you
that I love you at all times
of the day. Right now.

You deserve to know
how much you are truly loved.
I wish I could share.

It is on the tip
of my tongue. Those three words,
ready to be said.

I have to hold them
in. I long to share them. To
let you know. Three words.

I cannot stress this
enough. Maybe you do know.
I love you, pretty.