I ****** it up,
I just wanted you here,
to stay with me forever,
I just want you near.
You stayed with me, I know,
said you weren't going to go,
but you feel the pressure now,
want to leave but you made that vow.
I ****** it up,
don't know what to do,
don't want you to feel trapped,
do you want me to let go of you?
Your hands aren't shackled,
just say the word,
I'll walk away slowly,
once your wishes are heard.
I ****** it up,
but I just want you to know,
no matter what you decide,
my love for you will never die.

thank you for staying,
you mean the world to me,
i'll tell you everyday,
as long as you know,
it doesn't matter if you feel the same,
you'll win it all,
you may sometimes fall,
but you'll end up on top,
you were made to change world,
you were made to change it all.
all my faith is in you,
your beauty is crystal clear,
when you talk about the stars,
i can see the universe being held in your two hands.
you have all of these plans,
the good in you radiates,
your soul is pure,
your love, real,
i've not met someone like you,
you are most definitely one of a kind.

I wish i knew you then,
where have you been, my friend,
i'll carry you in my pocket,
closest to my heart,
you'll never be forgotten,
i want you with me always,
keep you safe and warm,
no other can be of harm to you,
i love you truly, honest.
my name is yours to keep,
hold it against me if need be,
love, you're mine,
i'll give you all of me in time,
i never want me back,
i trust you fully,
my heart's for you.

Not fighting it,
letting it happen,
letting the darkness of the water fill your lungs,
letting the weight push you down,
sinking slow at first, faster as you lose consciousness,
no pain, just numbness,
thoughts being erased,
your soul escapes your body,
now you are free.

darkness.
cut cut cut cut.
bite bite bite.
blood. so much blood.
iron.
drowning.
water-filled lungs.
sinking fast.
no air.
black
black
black
no gasping.
giving up.
lifeless.
no use.
silence.
stillness.
peace.

You don't need to be
the brightest star in the sky
to be someone, my dear.

Everything you do in life
will matter, please don't fear.

The love you share,
the words you say,
the dresses that you make,

a smile on his face,
a laugh from her lips,
the confidence gained
from the dress that fits.

You don't have to be
the brightest star in the sky
to be someone, my dear.

Every breath you take,
every word, every stitch,
every step you make,

effects another,
one change at a time,
making you somebody,
stitching together you.