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Elise Jul 2013
I cannot sleep
because I have a feeling.
I have not had this feeling
since the last time someone
loved me too. This
crazy feeling under my
belly button. My
insides are tingling. My
core is reacting. Something
has changed. The vibes
have shifted. From my
core comes the sensation
pouring into the rest of my
body through these veins.
Something has changed.
This change is good.
Elise Jul 2013
Holy ****
I want you.
Elise Jul 2013
My tears are the
drops of saltwater,
splashed onto seashells
that wait to be dragged back
into the ocean, but the tide
always fall short.

My cries are the
winds, whistling through
cracks and drowning out
the children's laughter on
the cool summer day.

My fingers are the crustaceans,
roaming the beach, looking for
comfort, but only finding themselves
preyed upon by the enemy.

Her eyes.
Her eyes are the sky,
shifting from dark to light.
Confused, broken, hurt.
Happy, laughable, loving.

Her words.
Her words are the lightening,
striking down; such
beautiful destruction.

And her laugh.
Her laugh is the music
that filters down to the beach
from the pier, just enough to
make you feel like you're home.
Elise Jul 2013
A person
never
truly
understands
the meaning
of the word
happiness
until
they
experience
it for
the first time
in their life.

I think as children,
we have a glimpse
of what it is
like to be
truly happy.
I think that comes
with innocence.
But as innocence
slips through
the cracks of
our fingers,
it is our job as
human beings to
search for that
feeling once more.

It may take
all your life,
lying on your death
bed, blinking for
the last time,
and with that last
blink, with
your eyes closed
tight, you realize
that you lived a happy
life, and things were
not always as bad as they
seemed. Then you open your
eyes one last time,
the new gleam  in them
giving those surrounding
you a glimmer of hope,
looking forward to the future.

Or, you may find
it in the smallest
of things. You may
be lucky enough
to experience that
feeling of pure bliss
without any reason to.
To just be happiness.
To carry it with you.
And even if times get
rough, you are still
able to hold onto
that feeling.

happiness
To truly feel it.
To truly feel free.
Elise Jul 2013
Wow.
I am so excited
and I just had the thought
to share that excitement with you.
I know it means nothing to you, but I also
know that you would look at me and smile because
it is what I am so passionate about. It is what makes my eyes
light up. You love that. You love the passion. And so I want to share it.
Elise Jul 2013
I want to feel broken,
broken by you.
Not because you're not
mine, but because you are
mine. In the
middle of a huge fight.
Screaming, slamming doors,
chasing after each other
fighting. Fighting so long
and so hard that we no
longer remember the reason
for starting the fight. Or
who started the fight. I
want to hurt because of that.
And then, amidst all the fighting,
we do realize that we don't remember
why the fight began, and we look
at each other, we pause, and
we laugh. We laugh because
we know how crazy we are being,
we know that whatever it was that
we were fighting about isn't worth it.

*I wanna hurt because we love each other,
not because we don't.
Elise Jul 2013
And so she
was in love with someone
else

who did not
care half as much as i did,
but

there was
nothing I could do to change
that.
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