Dear Strong,
Stay.

No matter what,
Stay.

No matter how hard
the wind hits you,
Stay.

No matter how painful
the scars on your soul,
Stay.

No matter how empty
and lonely you are,
Stay.

No matter how heavy
the rain of tears
that falls from your well of fears,
Stay.

No matter how tired
your legs are
from running in the jungle of thoughts,
Stay.  

No matter how hurtful
the song of tortures that came from the mouth of unbelievers,
Stay.

No matter how annoyed
you are by the colors of the fake rainbows,
Stay.

Stay and Stay.
You only have yourself.
You need you,
as much as they need you.

Stay.
Just Stay.
You'll make wonders
when you
Stay, Dear Strong.

well
it is quite true that
unexpected things
happens at the time
we least expected

just like
you and me

I've never thought
in a million years
that we would be together

When you came,
my first thought was
"i'll play along"
"well it will end soon"
"i'm not going to love him, at least not that soon"

But
as time passes by
it changes to
"where the hell is he"
"i miss you"
"i wish you he was here to witness this"

How irony
I used to dislike him
Now i'm in love with him

Nights were filled with
thousands words
laughter
late night thoughts
describing each other
and random confessions

how unexpected we have became
how unexpected..

i felt so lost
in the middle of the beautiful sound
lifting my emotions
making me to fall in love
again and again
with the sound of the soulful
saxophone of yours

the sound waves
that went through
my destroyed ear canal
all over to the brain
waking up all the dead
cells , veins and arteries
making me remember
that such sound
still exist

even when the years had past
the melody never dies
long will it stay
dancing near
this two pair of ears
of mine

will i die
along with the melody
or will i survive
along with the melody

the bright cheerful
desirable melody
is what i live for

i lost my most important weapon of all times,
i lost my imagination,
i lost my interpretation,
i lost my once called beautiful mind,
i lost it,
when i lost you.

you have my whole world in your hand,
my whole heart in your heart,
my tank full with oxygen in yours,
and i was left with none.

and now i realized,
how i cannot rely,
on a mortal like you,
nor i can rely on myself too.

it has been a long time,
since we last see each other,
i saw you few days back,
thought i would be longing,
moaning,
over your presence,
but i was stronger than i ever thought.

now,
nature took your place,
in this black heart of mine,
i am now,
a sucker for succulents,
a lover of the dried leaves,
a slave to mother earth.

you asked for the dust.
i gave you gold dust.
you asked me to reach for the stars,
i reached for the moon instead.
you asked if i was okay,
i said yes even though its a no.
you asked can i leave,
i said yes even if i won't let you leave,
because i just want the best for you,
and that is what i live for.

i just wanna be perfect..
and by perfect ..
i mean
i wanna be comfortable in my own skin,
feel great about myself,
never feel sad or lonely,
be smart and intelligent,
and be nice.
but i cannot and i don't know how
i just wanna feel okay ..

I lived in a world
Where everything intertwined
Where everything is in harmony
Where everything completes each other
But that kind of world
Only exist
In this small brain of mine
Cannot be heard nor be seen