[Not really a poem but yeah..]

I'm searching for a pen pal to exchange letters , drawings, poems with . well , just want to make new friends with all of you talented people. And who knows we might be best friends ? :)
So feel free to  message me by any chance :)  

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As time goes by,
I realized ,
How valuable my life is.

I realizes that everything in my life they are all valuable,
It feels good to help strangers ,
It feels good to know that I helped them a lot ,
And I really wanted to know strangers a lot more ,
I wanted to know every ,
Each one of you ,
More,
Deeper.

In the future ,
I want to travel the world,
Alone,
Make new friends.

In the future,
I want to surround myself,
With animals,
With nature.

I wonder what does it feels,
To be surrounded,
By the greens.
I want to do everything,
And know everything,
And feel everything .

I'm falling
For my long lost love
Again ....

After 6 years of loving
Liking
Hoping
I, then , decided to give up

But then,
Now,
That feeling ,
I started to feel it again.

No,
I can't ,
I can't fall for you again,
I just,
Cannot.

I don't know ,
What should I do,
It's not a sin tho,
To fall for you again,
Just that,
I had enough of waiting ,
Hoping.

Furthermore,
This heart of mine,
Is in need of someone,
To mend it,
Not to break it.

I don't know
......

I miss you so bad right now,
Like so bad
I want you ,
Now

its Day 15,
apparently,
the last day,
i decided to stop here,
i will stop counting days,
and get on with life.

but i will never stop this one thing,
never ever i will stop,
until my last breath.

i will never stop writing about you,
about those people who leave so many marks on my heart,
those people who inspires me,
i will never stop writing about how wonderful you are,
how wonderful the people around me were,
how wonderful the weather today
i will never stop writing.

never stop writing...
about your beautiful flaws..
your beautiful treasure..
i will never..

from now on,
i promised to keep on writing,
and radiating
good vibes
inspire other people
and
you

2 weeks already ,
Time flies so fast,
But you were still here,
In my heart.

I re-read everything I wrote for you,
Even tho I know,
You wouldn't read about it,
Or you wouldn't want to.

I was such a fool for the past few days!
I told myself I've moved on but no!
Its the opposite !
Why?!

I want to just go away from everything,
Just for a moment.

Run away from you,
From school,
From feelings,
From myself.

I want to discover world's best kept secret,
I want to discover your world's best kept secret,my love.

I cannot stop hopping,
That one day,
You'll notice me.
I hope.
I'll pray for it.

Its day 14,
How have you been?
Please don't be mean,
Help me , I'm not a sin.

I'm tired of repeating the same thing,
In tired of waiting,
I'm tired of not being brave enough,
I'm tired of being that typical girl who waits for a guy to come and mend her heart,
I'm tired with all that thing,
I'm tired of being ugly,
I'm tired of being "not good enough",
I'm tired of being fat,
I'm tired of seeing you passing by me without any words coming out from your soft lips,
I'm tired of waiting for miracles to happen,
I'm just tired with the same thing,
Going on and on my life,
You weren't there!

I just want you to make a move
Or should I?
I'm not brave enough,
But I want you,
I want you.

This crush thing,
Its not going to fade like that,
No,
Its not.

I rather keep it in my heart ,
Then letting you know.

But I know!
If you love somebody,
Sacrifice for them,
Put your ego and pride aside and that's .... true love...
I accept the challenge to make the very first move,
But I don't know how?
Where to start?
What to say?
What if you hate it?
What if you hate me after that?
What if you don't want to look at me?
What if ...

Its day 13,
And I'm struggling ..
With my inner peace ,
My inner self ,
Falling so bad..
Again
For you ..