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Eitten S Mar 2022
in case you havent heard it yet today
in case you need to hear it today

you are worthy
you are loved

read it again
even if it feels that no one loves you, know that God does...

Proverbs 24:16
Isaiah 43:25
1 John 1:9-10
Eitten S Mar 2022
I think she feels stuck

"im a ****** old woman living in a crazy house"

i don't think shes happy

which *****

but what can i do?
Eitten S Mar 2022
'how does he have any self confidence?'
no one knows

grandma picks on him
auntie undermines him

cousin doesn't listen to him
he has no power

'how does he have any self confidence?'
no one knows

but he holds the door open with a smile
tells a joke to brighten someone's day

i don't know how he has the energy to be that sort of light
when his days are mostly dark as night

'how does he have any self confidence?'
no one knows

he's quiet and unassuming
until he tells a joke, and his laughter rings out, loud and booming

he talks when someone listens
because that's all he wants... someone to care
i hate how my grandma treats my grandpa... but its hard because i also love her (or feel like i have to love her because she's family)

i pity him and i wish i didn't have to
Eitten S Feb 2022
i want to stay close (theres a college 30 minutes from home)
i don't wanna be too close (i can live on campus)
i don't wanna be stuck where i've always been (i can travel if i want)
what if i become an outsider in my old life? (maintain your friendships, and create new ones)
recently been struggling with thinking about college... i know where i want to go, but I'm scared i will be stuck in an in between phase of new friends and old friends because i want to stay close to home... i want to keep my old friends, I'm just scared I'll be an outsider
Eitten S Feb 2022
the roads are becoming familiar

i cant tell if i like that or not

the roads are becoming familiar

will i stay or go? if i stay will i be happy? if i go will i be happy?

the roads are familiar

what if i left?

the roads aren't familiar
big decisions risk happiness and lead to unfamiliar territory
Eitten S Dec 2021
i should be paying attention

but everything seems so dull
Eitten S Dec 2021
i used to wonder how people in movies fell in love after only one night

then i learned to waltz
12/1/21
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