i hate growing up but i love it too
nothing else feels right
being young is all i know and all i'm comfortable with
it's slowly slipping away from me
i don't know how am i'm going to continue living
should i continue living?
i was surfing reddit and i saw this post on suicide watch - it felt good to know i wasn't the only one who didn't want to exist past 30 . i wonder if they're still alive? the post was 8 years ago
i wonder whether i will be alive - i mean does anyone want to live as a real adult or even be old
i hate it
life looks bleak, predictable, full of effort, monotone, repetitive
don't give me that you choose your life *******
what's wrong with me