S - Hello Poetry

S Apr 2019

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help me
help me to find my colours again
i need help

S Apr 2019

I don't want to be grey
in fact i don't have to be grey
i can be LOUD
and leave a burst of colour behind me wherever I go

S Apr 2019

Grey may be neutral but it hurts

and now i'm grey
so so grey
i barely exist
sometimes you can't even see me
i float around
like a whisper

I exist in my mind
and sometimes in yours when it's late
when the silence gets too much

S Apr 2019

I wrecked myself, painted the white in me black and now I can never go back

Simplicity is tainted by our foolish and selfish desire to change what is pure

S Apr 2019

Maybe I did both...

Did I lose myself or did I gain you?

S Mar 2019

Untitled

Just for one day
please
i just don't want to think

please
i need it to stop
i need to breathe

i need time on my own
to recover and become whole again

give me time
give me space to breathe

S Mar 2019

But i'll never stop

**** this **** man
there's no emotion in words that are written down
it's monotone
black and white
with no grey areas