She sat there sobbing because her husband used to hurt her

I tried to feel sadness for her

But it turned me on instead

In that moment I got lost in fantasising about her man's hands threatening to end my very own precious life

I got lost in my breathlessness
Andrenaline
And ****** up thoughts that came at the wrong time

He still sees you
He still thinks about you
He still wants you
But it's so much easier to hate you


It's so hard to love him