Art not without ambition

i've lost my touch

and i will never be

all i can feel is the change within me
and not much else really

you say I'm cold
but i know you like it
when I'm tight

when i stare at myself in the mirror
i get lost in my eyes

i'm just
such
a
pretty
girl

when I'm on top of you
riding you
at 3am
i throw my head back
just as you scratch my bare back
and grip my hair in your iron tight fist

it's then, at this point
that i want you to drag your fathers blade from the hollow of my throat all the way down to what gave you all this pleasure for 7 years

i hope i look cute when you're finished with me, Doctor .