I wish that i could see your face,
I'm in the dark right now,
My sentiments are out of place,
I hate it when we row.

I need the light that shines from you,
Illuminate me please,
Enlighten me, come shining through,
Im right here on my knees.

We to and fro so many times,
I need you to commit,
To have you in my life always,
I really yearn for it.

If i could shoot the moon down here,
I'd give it to you babe,
So you and i could shine for good,
Until we are in our graves.

The taxi ride was unbearable,
She yearned to feel his sword,
The rain just added to the angst,
As it soaked the dress she wore.

The stairs were home to ecstacy,
As he took her there and then,
She cried an ache filled moan,
As he took her once again.

Her stockings pulled and thrown away,
They didn't have a care,
Reaching her apartment then,
She stood , her body bare.

The clawing need for one another,
Reached heights they both embraced,
His love was fierce and wild at times,
His love made her heart race.

As night eased into morning's light,
So he eased into her,
This love progressed in just one night,
To a love meant for ever.

Of all the ****** that i like,
The best would be of lace and white,
But then again, there's so so much,
There's even knickers with no crotch!?,

Those little bras for beginner *****,
Or leather gear, for naughty moods,
And not forgetting Bridget Jones,
Come on girls, we've all got those ones.

Those yummy corsets **** us in,
We'll shake our hips and bear a grin,
To tantalise and tease men so,
Our ***** with tassels on, so guys can, ahem, grow.

Those fishnet stockings cost a bomb,
But ladies, that's why we put them on,
We feel so ****, and so do they,
So that's why we get them to pay.

Silk and satin, black or red,
Or going commando instead,
What then girls, do we love these things for,
Because they'll only be scattered on our bedroom floor?...

Is it always so dark inside of you babe?

Do you really feel so lost and alone?

Dont you know that i'm here babe?

No matter what's going on in there....

I'll give you a torch, so you can see babe,

I need for you to trust me, from the inside,

You know, way deep in there, where its dark,

The darker it is, the bigger the torch babe,

Let me be your torch babe?

Look at you, smirking slyly at me,
Thinking, knowing they can't see,
"She's a strange one" they would say,
God, if only they could see.

Years have passed, you almost slipped,
We clashed one night and i flipped,
I let it out, the dam had burst,
Mum heard me, and her sanity tripped.

I tried so hard to keep it quiet,
Among the drink fuelled family riots,
Such violation on my youth,
I prayed for guidance, you should try it.

No conviction you recieved,
I'll bet, you ****, you were relieved,
Til death aquitted you became,
I'll haunt you for eternity!

You, beautiful as you are,
Exit into the dawn,
Along with its mist, and dawn chorus,
From your much loved singers on the wing.
You drift by, all weary from the nightly nurture,
Upon less than thankful recipients,
But the light appears upon spring and summer months,
You angel of maintainence,
Sheer selflessness appears from you as you anticipate the seemingly joyous evening ahead,
And yet succumb to the imminent sleep so needed, yet so dreaded.
But know this, my night angel, i ponder aimlessly upon your endless comfort towards strangers old and young,
And realise, my love, that you were sent here from heaven in days to come,
For me, to keep me alive and sustain my life with your sheer presence, my elixir that is you, my life blood... MY CHRISTOPHER

I wake to find you gone,
It was only in my head,
Your smell can't linger on,
It wafts away instead,
But i still got up this morning.

My heart still hurts to beat,
I miss your strong caresses,
And stoop to show you pictures,
Of me in **** dresses,
But i still got up this morning.

You say we'll be together,
And urge me to be strong,
I try,but reach my tether,
In my heart you belong,
And i still got up this morning.

It's never easy, loving,
With such a passion so,
Without you, life is nothing,
Please never let me go,
Well, i still got up this morning......
                        Without you