I guess I cling a little tighter because everything that has ever meant the most to me has suddenly dissapeared
and I'm sorry if i'm always around, making my presence known
but I'd rather keep reminding you
that I'm here, waiting, watching and wanting to be adored every second

I'm sorry if it's too much
but all I want is to be held

I am afraid to look in mirrors
I hate what I see
There's a sadness far beyond those lifeless eyes
There's a loneliness far beyond that distant smile
and
There's a pain,
Pain that I cause
Pain that I need

*I only wish one day you take away my despair

Everything changed and **** it feels **** good.

Funny how reflections change