Em - Hello Poetry

May 2021

South by Southwest

I race

I ran the race so I could win
But only lost before I won
I crossed the line to be the first
But came in last in every way
You don't have a clue as to know about what I have to say
Just remember that when you have done it all
There's nothing left
except to pass away

Em Dec 2020

breathe..?

I AM SUCH A WASTE OF ******* AIR.

Em Dec 2020

please take me back

please take me back. i need you. i need to breathe you, i need to see you, i need you to live. you're my blood, you're my life, my sun and my earth. please, i'm so ******* sorry. i'm so messed up i don't deserve you. i don't know why i did it. please. i need you to love me. i ******* need you. please forgive me. you're the love of my life.

Em Dec 2020

i ****** up.

i cheated.
and it wasn't until i lost the love of my life that i realized it was wrong.

Em Dec 2020

waste.

i'm so tired. please let me give up.
i don't want to be here anymore.
please dear god, let me leave. my hands are trembling with exhaustion.
i don't want to be here anymore.
i go to sleep every night hoping i don't wake up. i wake up every morning disappointed i did.
i don't want to be here anymore.
i'm so tired. PLEASE let me give up.
i don't want to be here anymore.
i don't want to be here anymore.
i don't want to be here anymore.

let me ******* die. im a waste of air.

Em Jun 2020

Untitled

I'm not a player, because I run the game.

Em Jun 2020

runner

i need to be needed.
i need to be loved. to be craved.
but i run. i am a runner.