I listened to the album we used to listen to for the first time in years.
Hard to admit, but my eyes burned a little
Trying to hold tears back.
I can still remember the smell of your car,
A mixture of those tree shaped fresheners
Cherry, new car, pine
And cigarettes that "weren't yours"
"You can shut it down, down, down..."
This was my favorite song, I think it was yours too.
This is the one that brings it all back.
These lyrics were stupid and sounded forced,
But we gave them some meaning, I suppose.
I hadn't listened to them since the day that you left
I think the CD was still in your car when they brought to the junk yard.
It all happened too soon.
It's weird.
In high school you feel invincible.
And I know that everyone says that but I didn't realize until after.
We didn't have any plans for the future and we didn't care,
All of us.
We thought things would stay good forever.
And then nothing was the same.
All we really have left are our memories,
Not even the CD survived.
Haha.
I wrote this about my brother, oddly enough. He graduated high school two years before me and then joined the Air force and i've only seen him a few times since. But some of favorite memories with him were driving around in his car that he hated and listening to Drake's album "Thank Me Later".