Five months ago we met,
On a Sunday morning.
That day my heart was set
I loved you since that moment

Before I left that very place
I wrote a special letter
A secret admirer was my case
But when you knew my identity, that I was your lover, you didn't go away

January thirty-first I sent you a poem for your birthday
The first poem I ever sent you
It took me more than a hundred miles to give it to you
But it was worth it, I made you smile
And that every detail did fit

February fourteenth of the present year
I greeted you with a great smile
And no fear,
I sent you my second poem
You thanked me for it
And that was enough to make me smile

But there came a day
You told me that it is about time to end it
That we have to pave away
And it is about to that for good

I was left out
With a melancholic feeling
Having a great doubt
About moving on easily

There were times
When I suddenly become nostalgic
Thinking of the glorious past
Remembering the memories that would last

People say I should start moving on
It is so hard
That I can't seem to figure how to
But if I won't move on
Would I be like this for the rest of my life

The sad story that was set aside
The encrypted past that no one could decode
The love that would never collide
And the heart that could not be revived

Life does go on
And I should cope with it
But until I have accepted
The fact of moving on
I'll be in this sad story of my time

My mind is plagued by so many questions
Eating at my knowledge like hungry worms in an apple
Things that were once undoubted are beginning to haze my memories
Those happy memories that are set in stone in my brain
Stone that knows no erosion; forever in place

You dared tell me one day it meant nothing to me
Have you looked in the mirror lately?
You might be surprised by what you see
We’ll just blame it on immaturity
But to me your actions tell a whole different story

Yes, I was unaware of my big sense of pride
To you that’s what made you want to leave my side
So now you say you wont get back with me out of respect for yourself
Sounds like your ego’s found a clever disguise
Could it be your reason was just a hidden pretense itself?

That is just one question of many
Too soon to figure this all out
Even though it seems you’ve found the fast forward button on life
Girl you’re just going to end up hurting yourself if you keep trying so hard
Take it easy and let time show you the route

Should have seen this coming
All that sadness is turning into anger
But what’s that going to change?
Nothing, just punish me for something that’s natural
What do you expect, I’ve loved you every second since I met you.

This is different than quitting, it’s knowing better
For I believe if its meant to be it’ll work itself out
I know God’s plans are better than what I have in mind, no doubt
In the meanwhile I’ll pray for you and wish you the best
I just hope you never doubt that you meant the world to me, princess

Money is tight and things don't feel right
But, I'm still grateful for what I have
No matter how little or tiny
The laptop I'm on
It's really my mom's
But, she gave it to me when mine went down
I'm grateful for her
What she does everyday
And the time I try to comfort her
She pushes away
Crying in the kitchen
I don't know what to say
I don't know how to let her know
That everything is going to be okay
This Christmas doesn't feel like Christmas
Though I have everything I want
I can't give the things to her
To stop the tears from coming
Just another day in this house
I wouldn't have it any other way
But, once this day is over
Will we look back and say, "hey"
Something is out of place
And we gotta put it back together
Fit the pieces inside
I don't know what else to say
So I'll end it this way
Merry Christmas to all
And to all a good night.

A heart full of love
That is as pure as a dove
A heart than can sacrifice
Anything just for you
An admiration that was brought about
A Love filled with no doubt

Hearts filled with love
My heart shouts your name
Every single time of the day
Is it a game?
For the both of us to play
Or is it Love
That we will fight for
For it will judge someday
A love that will last
For the lovers who wished the best

Sitting down in a chair,
In a crowd less room
Dreaming about the past
While experiencing the gloom

I remember our old days
We had our old glaze
Doing things our own ways
Seeing you is one good blaze

But things are different now
The poems I made are gone
You threw it on the go
The time of our love is done

The heartbreak gets stronger
I can't do this any longer
It kills me all over
Because you're gone, forever

I am forever alone
Before we became together
Now I'm sweet FA once again
My heart constantly breaks

I feel melancholic
Because of this nostalgia
I hold on to my sanity
But I lose hope to humanity

In this reality
I am all alone
The girl I knew
Left me on my own

The heartbreak gets harder
The sad story worsens
I die of sadness
For you are gone,
In my life
For our love vanquished

It kills me
It breaks all of me
The heart break destroys
All hope that I were left with

I can't take this anymore
I can't bear this painful love
I no longer can show any resilience
For bitterness takes over me

You will never know
How much grief you gave me
You will never know
How much it hurts

That if ever we meet again
I will not know how to act
For you and you alone
Broke me into pieces

Love is a four letter word
That means a lot
It maybe as sharp as a sword
That you use in this war

Love can be defined by
Intimate emotions that never lie
Or ordained by
Endless feelings that never die

Love will last
As long as lovers hold on
Love maybe the best
For all who believe

But true love
Doesn't expect something in return
Because that feeling that burst
Is as pure as dove

I wake up on a day
With a hang over on my head
And I can't forget
What happened last night
I got drunk out of frustration
Trying to cope up but I just can't

Drinking Jack Daniel's all night
I even keeled on the floor
Crying all my walls down
Getting the hell of myself
This break up was the worst of all
I can't get over this

The break up is killing me
It's getting all of me
It destroys everything
It gets of parts of me
I'm dying because of grief
It's tearing me down apart

This thing has drained all of me
I don't know if when,
I'll get back to life
Bitterness is eating me
It's taking over me
The break up was the worst of all grief

Am I asleep, am I awake?
When I saw you, I felt something so special
And all those daydreams where I pictured you
I've never felt like this before
Cause lately I've been dreaming about you a lot

Truly, Madly, Deeply I am falling for you
I'm not sure about what makes you so beautiful
But I know it's gotta be you
For you got that one thing within you

I wish we could stay up all night
So we can dance the best song ever
For me everything you do is magic
How I wish you were my last first kiss

Every time I see you my tongue gets tied
Cause you are so irresistible
I know that we've only met
But can we pretend it's love?
I wish you could be my summer love
Cause nobody compares to you
In the way you stole my heart

I may not be tall as Harry Styles
I may no possess Louis Tomlinson's angelic voice
I may never be as cool as Liam Payne
Or as cute as Niall Horan
I may not even wear my fedora as Zayn Malik does
I know that I am no part of One Direction and I never will be
But one thing's for sure, you are my one direction

You are my escapade,
You are my greatest fear,
You are my sweetest lie,
The one I can never have.

Dangerous as fire,
Soft and mild as water,
Hot like ice and snow,
Cold like scorching sun.

Tell me,
How can I stop this?
What can I do?
Where should I go?

Deep inside I know,
This can't be forever,
You'll come and go,
And everything will just fly.

I can't get enough,
Oh you can see it in my eyes,
I can feel it in your arms,
I know this won't last.

I don't know what's in you,
Maybe i'ts with your touch,
This is not enough,
I don't want this kind of love.

See, I'll catch you soon,
I'll be your other wing,
I'll take you to my adventure,
Let me be your another chapter.

Yes, I'm your escapade,
I'm your greatest myth,
I'm your sweetest fiction,
The one you always have.