life is easiest when you're thinking of
not what is
or what was
but when you think of all the
good that may entrail your journey

it is just the beginning

heaven is you

i cant even
finish this
stupid poem
because you
make my mind
muddle and my
heart melt

you were meant to be mine
your soul was made for me
and mine for you
your soul
was always meant to find mine
no matter what it took to get here
this was meant to be
but good things are worth waiting for

in this moment
i am the happiest
with no point in life but to live it ,
but that's okay with me,
because right now, i'm exactly where i'm supposed to be
sometimes you do not need a purpose
you are meant to be where you are right now
you were meant to do great things,
but before you prosper you're meant to love
yourself, then others
and that takes time
and all we have is time, you and i
we were always bound for greatness

they could never understand
how deeply i loved you,
so much so you were my first real, true, heartbreak

but you disappeared,
and even then i stayed for much longer than i needed to know that
you weren't coming back

so  i won't reminisce too long, my love,
because though i still think about you every day, every night i will not surrender my could - be's
for our could've - been's