Numb is the one and the only unexplainable feeling
Unstoppable growth through the low, lonely ceiling

You need to Age-less and decide what it is you want
You need to confess your clear addiction to the hunt
it's 4th and very long and yet you still refuse to punt
Forever distracted by the smell of another new ****

Well, I want to experience life, and try almost everything
But If you had to choose one, what would Santa bring
It's a problem that's not solved, but hindered, by a ring
It's a familiar carol, stuck in your head, everyone can sing
Winters becomes spring, to summer, then falls to a fling
Even the exceptions  suffer an old familiar sharp sting  

SO live life to the fullest they will all mutter with cliche
SO give to the richest while all the poor kneels to pray
Get in line little Sheople because it's now time to obey
Let us pine for the notion that God has instant replay
Because a karma less existence creates utter dismay
Truth with real consequence deviates a ghostly stay
Wondering Souls wandering until the end of the day
Finally found the right words...but nothing left to say

I’m driven from and addicted to the Open road
That pungent smell of wild oats freshly sewed

I’m finally home,
So worn down
I put up my tired feet

I Close my eyes,
But can still feel
Vibrations of the street

The lights are out, but I hear the sirens calling
The rights of doubt, are really quite appalling

The Heights are met, as I dream of ever falling
My sights are set, shouldn’t life be enthralling?

The lies men live when their home feels foreign
My eyes are merely wings, of an eagle soaring

A misfit Nomadic heart yearns the unknown
So quit the affliction and put away the phone
I admit I’m an addict, don’t mind being alone
A spirit in the attic, the ghost of being grown

I have traversed this majestic nation far and wide
Now I find myself at the great continental divide
I have only the pale, gray moonlight as my guide
Chasing a rumor, that the universe has never lied
Searching for inspiration, my pride and ego died
Unexpected fate always finds you, it’s true I tried

I camp under the stars and play connect the dots
Drifton a Way I dreamt all the best hidden spots
With me was an angel, whom made life so bright
The kind you talk, laugh and love with all night
She is divine inspiration, making any hand write
A Muse Meant for my soul, a smile of pure light

Desires and dreams suffocating from the multitude of tightened nooses
Liars yell screams awaiting actions to ebb and let flow my creative juices
Fires up streams sinking ships and their teams burning all of their uses
Flyers and schemes left in the wake with the sinking list of all the excuses

Before you let go, you better recalibrate your aim
Who do you know, if you miss, can take the blame
Confront status quo, hide from your parent's shame
A stunt, try an grow, from a wildfire's blazing flame

Comme si comme sa
The grey area that I breathe
A snow print of a paw
Life's Purpose I must seethe

Lying out somewhere in the far off distance
Dying slow and numb with little resistance
Eyeing thee mortal setting sun's persistence
Vying for a final answer to human's existence

I’m a Dog let out the yard going full gung ***
Like HapPenis is hard, where you wanna go?
Chase your twin flame soul an do the research
Dinosauring through the hole,birdodg on perch

The Mountain top song has never been sang
So stand tall like Lurch,ask the universal rang
Let it rain like King Kong, ******* in the wind
Donating organs in Church, unorginally sinned

Akin to Cain or if your Able then begin again
Return to sendher to the stable, it ain’t broken
Thank god, for this bountiful table, hey men
She just lost her label, alert the next of kin

Biblically speaking I believe they all dig karma
Blasphemous seeking, pill popping big pharma
We just need the escape,heavy-binded by fear
It’s Superman’s cape! Heaven is blinding HERE

Close your eyes and just meditate
Absolve your lies it’s not too late
But once you do try to open your mind
You’ll ask not why, but be One and kind

I wanna wisk you away to a Tropical Paradox
Run a Risk filled Forest Gump Chocolate Box

Wear your flip flops and your Crocs with Socks
We’re all in the matrix , so don’t give any Focks
Where if someone talks **** tell em to lick Rocks
Roosters tend to grow hard just like Fort Knocks

Soak up that Vitamin D while you ride for free
Try and hide those lies, while you Moisturize
Shampoo & condition me, with Pantene Pro V
Face mask your cries, with a Creamy Disguise

Throw me 21 salutes, I’ll catch them 22 times
Even a group of mutes, feel my spoken rhymes

If You're constantly in a rush to go nowhere...
How will you even know when you get there?
You BerenstAined my cloud but I don't care bear
As the skies turn grey and Earl once again is there

And Sigh With Tea... feet up,Tiki torch relaxing on the back porch

Her Lonely wandering fevered heart, Oolonging for a counterpart
Coffee shops invade the streets, with free wifi, and no empty seats
With each and every ground up bean, the owner's eyes bleed green
Another dirt water date and guy, when all she really wants is Chai

And Sigh With Tea... A cup of Afternoon delight, halfway to the night

I was supposed to give a speech, but you could say I dropped the ball
Because those who can't teach, Can crash a test.. dummy into the wall
Fingernail scrape upon the Blackboard, because she's all out of chalk
Smoked a heavy Herbal Supplement, now we can all barely even talk
Thank god for NonVerbal conversation as my brain's got writer's block

And Sigh With Tea...Evening's here, one more drink just so I can think

Shoes are off,as you finally made it home, but you came down With
A nasty cough,perhaps a syndrome,called a Hypochondriac's Myth
You worry too much, coat your throat and Gingerly plead the fifth
Sleepytime, may you have dreams free of the Grim Reaper's scythe

And Sigh With Tea..with each tasty sip your An.xi.ety begins to slip

Please let me begin to explain what it means
To get to the end with a stain on your jeans

A reminder to lend much more than you borrow

And to Make amends now, and procrastinate tomorrow

Learn and let live

Earn and then give

Purge and find yourself

Splurge on your health

And with the next drink of water you partake
Stop a second and think for humanity's sake

How fortunate we are just to take in a breath
With the known universe, there is only death

So next time you're feeling down and facing stormy weather

Please try and remember that we're all alone...Together

I’ll take the honey over vinegar
Why shake it when you can stir

Ain’t nothing in this life for free
But I beg your differ, pardon me

If I Could just steal a quick second of your time
A Nonverbal marathon, leaves a panting mime

We may land the chance, we may cheat fate
Take my hand, let’s dance and eat, it’s a date

But with a perfect first night, so very complete
How can any other time even dare to compete

We all just need a little great company to
borrow....
Starting a meetup group for procrastinators tomorrow.....

One last hike down the old trail

A Spirit so spry yet body so frail

An Even as your eyes begin to fail

Your puppy heart will wag that tail

I'll be your guide, I'll be your Braille

I'll help you escape your personal jail

I'll lead you down the good ole trail

To the water wall that forms a veil

Binding my tears as I begin to wail

One last breath, one final exhale

As the waterfall sets your soul to sail

Farewell old friend, goodbye old trail

Repel a *****
Rats Amid Spam Emit Gas
Reward a Looter
Revel Guns and War Tide

Edit Raw DNA, Snug Lever
Retool a Drawer
Sag Time, Maps Dim a Star
Repel a *****

My mind meanders like a car looking to park
All the spots are gone, as I float in the dark
Depriving my senses, waiting for that spark
A toothless wonder’s bite, relying on the bark

Move ahead, listen to what the wise have said
Words often read, as you may lay in your bed
Stories of men,who have bled so close to dead
Glories live to break bread and everyone’s fed

You can try and align with the almighty divine
Constant work,your own personal Captain Kirk
Our body is the ship, our kegs about to burst
We crave one last sip, to quench eternal thirst

As the lively daze begins to sway its way into those grimy dark nights
Shivers commence along thy spine, as the grey guide, gifts you lights
Just another phase, as you lay claims to new serene dreams and sights
The ghostly fence of fog, a faint veil fading away nocturnal red flights

The Streets lie empty healing from sapiens seeping into their cracks
The Beats pound the town, scarring until sun down, stabbing backs
The corner eye, shall always spy as to why, pondering absolute facts
The foreigner wanders around a strange land abound by what it lacks

Blind Willie Johnson etched in time hurtling eternity through space
Dark is the night, and all is silent as untold stories float with grace
Divine justice arrives supremely sublime ready to look into the face
Spark of yellow light, illuminates the drive to the final resting place

Just a passenger in other's lives, spectacularly haunting wet dreams
The perfect night and memory, a spectacle of championship teams
A bachelor of the universe, a specter meant to drift among the earth
Savor that last bite, tranquility's spectrum, the vastly unseen worth

Responsibilty
I dance away from thee
Why can't you just let me be
Escape with some poetry
and voy age for free

A void created
my feet elated
As the A-Voy Dance
is celebrated

We all know this game
As we tango with shame
Find something to blame
Time went and now came

Tax day approaches
Conscience coaches
mind scatters like roaches
A Voy Dance encroaches

Merengue away my tasks
Sip from all of life's flasks
Eye's wide shut with masks
Sick again? your boss asks

Avoid dance, and die in a box
No Samba dancing underground
Alive I feel richer than fort Knox
Lost but now A Voy dance is found...

May I present to you the future
And now lets reminisce it passing
Swiftly to the past

If you understood me then
Odds are
That it will not last

Because to go where we've been
with our bare feet in the sand

Will never be the same
Holding Father time's hand

So when we will walk together on this glorious journey free
Smashing atoms into one another swimming in the cosmic sea
I'll change the locks for just you and me, and copy you a key
Supernova blackhole swallows us to be paralleled universally

Inspiration is but a dream like a hollywood action scene of caffeine Rushing through your bulky vein with a temporary plea of insane
Helping to free the creation grain to sprout an idea into Conception
To help us all just briefly feel like we may actually be the Exception.

Run on into the snowy Forrest like a sentence to get over the ****
**** happens along the way, but just keep moving like Mr. Gump
But you ain't got no legs you say how's this going to even Happen?
As I say we'll find a way, you're gonna be my shrimp boat Captain

I lack toes on my feet from a farm accident
See I used to milk cows just to pay the rent
But machines took over when I was spent
Then fell on my feet for a nice settlement

The fat lady sang,and the cows came home
The bell was rang, and ants eloped to roam
Then they crawled into your hotel bedding
Everyone just loves a destination wedding

Cried so many days, over milk that’s spilt
How many ways, can you deal with guilt
Wondering what could have been built
Like a poker player going on full Tilt

Read into this what you may old sport
How many ways can a gymnast contort?
How many lines can a finance man snort?
Are we all just sailors looking for a port?

I won’t tolerate lactose and allergic to Soy
Playing sports with no toes I’ve lost the joy
The world could always use more coaches
But For now I’ll sleep, so Buenas Noches

Serendipity swiftly swoops in to remind thee
That it's never too late to change who we are
We all started at point A, and meet at point B
All born with a different make and model of car

Open your eyes to synchronicity and join the free
Coincidences can only be explained just so very far
So join me in serenity and lets chase our destiny
Instead of suffocating like a captured firefly in a jar

Lets Travel, Far and Wide
Leaps and Bounds
Share Secrets and Confide
Create Sacred Grounds

Lets Swim to the Moon at High Tide
While the Earth makes her Rounds
They'll never know if we truly died
We are the never lost, always founds

Forget the past, release the guilt
Bad beat cast, but don't go on tilt
Droughts last, as plants will wilt
A hunger fast, an old house rebuilt

Chase your possessions
Temporary relief
Hide your obsessions
Temporary disbelief

I advise to Question everything
It could be your sanity"s only solace
But beware, Answers may bring
Freedom"s head, ask William Wallace

Resilient and sturdy you fight on, because it's all you really know
Brilliant and *****, the day bright, and the wind continues to blow

Where once you were caged with an alcoholic rage
55 years of sobriety waged performed on life's stage

So many brushes with death,
But you never fell from Grace
She was there to give you breath
Right time and the right place

Tough as a turtle's shell,
So firm and coarse
Pick me up after I fell
No belief in divorce
Drive like a bat out of hell
Kicked like a horse

You're not my parents you can't tell me what to do
Are the four year old words I once muttered to you

Wrigley's Doublemint gum always, I'll take half a stick
Even down pneumonia's hallways, can't keep you sick

I've traveled far and wide through this glorious nation
But Thank god that I made it for our last conversation

You were as sharp as a knife up until the very end
You Rejuvenated my life and my time left to spend

A man of integrity, vigor, humor, and who stuck to his vows
Even when his ignorant grandson tried to round up his cows

Any day turned into an extra two weeks to no one's surprise
One last Easter sunday appropriately on the day of the rise
"Follow the leader" you said merging smiles with our cries
Grasping your hand I realized from my last look in your eyes
That the turtle shell may pass but your spirit never truly dies

"Take me up I'm ready to go"
The very last words you said
The best George I'll ever know
And now we must forge ahead
Your soul has only begun to grow
Heaven is glad we think you're dead

The fateful universe has chosen
With a six billion year explosion

With a bond that is this unbreakable
Synchronicity is quite unmistakable

We are Brothers,
not by choice, luck, or the same seed

Different mothers,
But souls undeniably the same breed

If there comes a time for war
we"ll be joined together in the trenches
No matter what the game score
We"ll play, while they ride the benches

When it comes to the sacred brotherhood
Please, let this one thing be understood

No matter where you are, or whether you"re blessed with children or a wife

Your brother"s never too far, and just know you"re my dog beyond this life

Better than yesterday but worse than tomorrow
Live in a present Way, there's no time to borrow

My restless soul is a pyro, lighting internal fires
Scattered mind won't let go,slashing all his tires

Stuck in muck,I need a tow,safe from the mires
I Give no ****,money to blow, chase all desires

What does it mean, to stay right in between
That happy median,defined by a Wikipedian

That mythological goal to balance in the middle
Nicholas' locked Cage, pursue the fateful riddle
Mind's almost full,fresh ideas hot off the griddle
Time to turn the page, but thumbs will twiddle

I felt like I couldn't breathe, nor could I hear
My heart prone to seethe,headlights to a deer
Finally My eyes are open and my head is clear
No more doubt or moping, there's no more fear

So proceed with caution a wiseman forewarns
Beware of the female fury, hell hath and scorns
But let love rule you, like a squirrel loves acorns
Embrace the wild ride and grab the bull's horns

See you are free to choose,write your own story
All we have is a life to lose,in all it's fragile glory

Should I care less or should I care more
Is she a princess or is she a filthy *****
She swears she"s never done this before
As her clothes are spread upon the floor

You need to get your priorities straight and settle on a career
Stare at the wall and sing along as you drink your 98th beer
Continue to stall, it's the same old song again stuck in your ear
Resolutions fall as we all collectively clamor for the next year

Procrastinations penetrate my existence like a freshly sharpened blade
Distractions claim me with persistence as another flight gets delayed
Obligations infiltrate my resistance like an enemy army would invade
Aspirations of rainy day"s assistance to cancel the meaningless parade

Entangled lies leading to this ever complex web that we all weave
What and whys bleeding into the conversational goal to deceive
Wide open eyes shocked into truth on his first real Christmas Eve
Someone dies every .9 seconds yet we still lack the will to believe

Take all your maybes and all your Oh wells
Because just like babies we’re all new cells
Anything is possible and this is your reminder
Forget if it’s plausible and remove the blinder

Stuck in a smokey tunnel with cloudy vision
Close your eyes an focus on your other senses
Sniff your way out, crawl on the wall and listen
For the universe speaks with utmost precision

The Darkness must exist for the light to shine
And Evil must persist to strengthen the divine
So if I ask how you’re doing don’t just say fine
Instead let’s break bread, as if it’s our last dine

Listen to old sayings and forget your old ways
Tell your best stories and share your best days
Be thankful that you are, and where you will go
Merely fireflies in a jar, with ions more to know

The unspeakable word, is better left unspoken
Unless it's so rare you don't care, rules broken

Then I propose that you just ******* make it up
With so so much Decaf overflowing in your cup

Words are mere turds falling in toilet mindbowls
Fearless foot burns from walking on the coals??

Time now to somehow become holier than thou
Climb out and about and spit out all your doubt

Flush your worries and **** with the wind
Chance of flurries missed, returned to sin

Stagnated Comfort grows from the lazy seeds of time’s greed...
As Seasons pass, and leaves once again sprout lusciously green
Falsely Beared Security, Springs promises of fruitful offerings
And Birds and bees breed as the Summer sun sings majestic harmonies
Then your dreams Fall to brown and dance their way unto the ground
And Winter wanders into your lungs deeply breathing itself In
Creeping up into your bones scolding any exposed bare skin
Wondering if next year will be different as the globe slows it’s spin
A Cold Villain ponders even his nightmare, an earth removed of Sin

You will not be fully complete, until your finish your task
So accept your inevitable defeat, with no questions to ask
Don't try fate's hand and cheat, or try to hide behind a mask
And receive thy promised treat, in all the glory one can bask

Follow in line and blend in just like a sheep
Robotic creatures of habit
Find some nice shade under a tree and sleep
Lazy features of the rabbit

Hedonistic Pleasure slaves, so addicted to that extraordinary feeling
Chasing immaculate waves, and the earth's almighty natural healing
The need to purchase everything that one possibly craves
Running time into the ground right up to our very graves

Nothing will stop them as they use everything they can muster
Blinded by the diamond's perfectly glorious omnipotent shine
Left with nowhere to turn once the new toy's lost all it's luster
Reminded of your wasteful ways, now's time to seek the divine

If only you had saved some money and perhaps bought a clue
Everything you really needed was always right in front of you
But here I'll offer it free of charge, just like an ordained preacher
A licensed life student at large, today I've chose to be the teacher

So question everything and anyone at every cost and measure
Don't waste time chasing your tail and each and every treasure
It's not about the temporary pose for a picture or what's on the surface
It's about what nobody truly knows, the will to live and learn purpose

So cast your words out amongst the great cosmic sea
Amidst the Blue Marble's Aliens and fateful life tree
Optimistic Electrons etched in diamonds eternally
Free for judgment, from among our Earth  Fraternity

So when I finish this sentence with saying, "you complete me"
I"m mean, it kills me to see, you, and well, me, but really we
Should, we, grab some ice cream sometime, she says discreetly
To the Ice Cream man named Victor go the spoils, questionably?

So may I just say, that... to YOU it may concern
It really is what it isn't, and I do mind if I don't
From every situation is another chance to learn
So if you don't mind if you do, I still never won't

So please proceed to buy a test for pregnancy of thee mind
I've placed thoughts inside, but I can't be sure they're mine

Collected fragments of molecules crashing and sputtering about
An idea has now been planted, Let's just pray there is no drought

Euphoria concedes to Gloria’s deeds
But the morning glory is far from but,
Glorious, nonetheless

For if you ask any princess what she’d like to confess... they’d all admit that Disney confirmed them to suppress

Because the public perceive whatever we are supposed to believe even if we have to bereave and absently take a leave

All the while the Ancient Aliens shake their heads with disbelief and grief, wondering where their hybrid seeds obtained their own needs

So agnostically believe and superstitiously defeat, but remember the love you receive is equal to the love you cheat, if you are all one and father’s son is a gracious host, then you may want to dine again amongst the Holy Ghost.

So many things to resolve
Where do I begin to start
Try your best to evolve
Like a silent subway ****

See your words just fall like turds into a repugnant toilet bowl
But your actions have me questioning if you even have a soul

So Transfer your heart and thoughts to paper
Subjective art disappears like water to vapor

Those precious words you utter
as pointless as a
Packrat picking up more clutter

Now take a few steps back
Look at your life as a whole
You're so **** far off track
Do you even have a goal?

Well....
I'd love to wake up smiling each and every day
Hell....
I'd love to be a better person each and every way

I could be better to my friends
I could feed people in need
I should really make amends
I should change, ok, agreed

Starting now,
I proclaim
I'll try and be a better person

And somehow
I won't blame
When things begin to worsen

But first things first
Let me clear the air
of all this noise pollution

My absolute worst
dreaded despair,
Is a new year's resolution

Expectations are so high with this overrated ****** holiday
Wake up hungover not feeling quite so pretty in disarray

So enjoy the night to the fullest and let out a celebrated cheer
And wake up tomorrow saying well there's always next year

But I promise I will try, it's the only thing we can really do
And I wish you all great luck on each and every endeavor
But to Mr. Resolution all I have to finally say is *******!
And a happy new year too, now you can ******* Forever!

Temptation lies, quietly in the deep darkness and she forever Blinds
Vacation tries, to distract our busy lives, but reality always Reminds
Elation, prize chasing, Oxytocin dosing, hunting all different Kinds
Separation ties anxiety from me, perpetually cutting attempted Binds
Stagnation, paralyze your hopes and dreams tainting treasured Finds

A humble Demon-Stration, that the ego sleeps, but never truly Dies
Even a sturdy Foundation,cracks and seeps with leaks down to Size
Self examined Exploitation,jumps and leaps, to look at me advertise
Here's an indirect Invitation, calling all creeps, what a big Surprise?
Guys DM slide, an Inflation of pride that keeps vanity on the Rise

Skies turn gray as hurricanes of Aggravation reign down Exhaust
Supplies never arrive as pains of Degradation echo the fateful Cost
Cries permeate the air like stains of Cremation, 7 billion lives Lost
Devise a plan to use our brains,a Generation of blurry lines Crossed
Eyes wide shut, search remains of Expiration within a nuclear Frost

We can only pray alien spies from a far off Constellation are Sent
And hope they arrive as allies with a high Vibration to Reinvent
We must abide to compromise and give their Vaccination Consent
And hopefully one of our wise gets a Translation of what's Meant
Also, we're a species that relies on threat of Damnation to Repent

Ground control to MySpace Tom, please advise on your Location
First stop was a moon base, such delicious pies, a true Revelation
Then we saw the Mars face, inside they baptize you in Information
Then we had a ship race against the Enterprise, exquisite Sensation
The Interstellar bookcase causes cosmic butterflies into Migration

Eternal chaos of day, strangled out by the night
Heads on their beds, as the owl just takes flight
The street’s heart beat, hums tranquilly just right
Tomorrow hates today,  forever jealous first light

I might burn bright
but without me we’d all be surely dead
So when you lose sight
Remember everything that I’ve ever said

Things weren’t always this way
I used to care, I had an immaculate companion
Until the galaxy made us stray
My heart’s bare, desolate as the deepest canyon

You can Stare at me but at your own peril
You could never see, and were always feral
A disaster pair like we, two fish in a barrel
What could never be, shooting blanks, sterile

You see me as yellow, but it’s only an illusion
Trying to stay mellow, on this new clear fusion
A rare cosmic loner, but you’ll see someday soon
There is no donor, not even your precious moon

Solar flare upset your ozone, ice caps melting
Polar bear regret, all alone, thinking of moving
Poker dare, bet all in, the white dwarf felting
Choker air, let the sin, begin to morph approving

As a new spawn rises, checking night’s defiance
A collective yawn surmises, on our true reliance
A plea for an extension, I pray we stay compliant
Humanities apprehension, dawn of the red giant

We all have a choice to free Will
He starts off locked in a cage
You might choose to just chill
Or you may embrace your rage

Paralyzed you can remain still
But Remember this is your stage
It's truly only your time to ****
Choose your fate, turn the page

You fell asleep and woke to see
Under the bottom rock lay a key

I wonder, Was it even locked?
Perchance,Is this all a dream?
A blunder, yet they knocked
Romance, A Jehovah scheme

A paradise of the utmost ultimate utopia
A paradox, of thee immaculate dystopia

We chase and climb as we proclaim the divine
As Robert weaves tightropes and walks the line

A friend indeed to help Will Succeed to not
blindly bleed and pay the taxman's greed

It's only your life to lead, or perhaps throw away
Why not nurture the seed, and extend your stay

Please open your eyes and decide your path
Boldface the lies and regret's dreadful wrath

The future is here, prepare for a great surprise
I'm going to end this poem's life, with italicize

Just Give me More
****** Live be Sure
Lust Motive key Door

Would Things come in threes
Good Kings dumb sin Knees
Could Wings from twin bees

Fly the Exact Same Way
Buy the Act, Name Play
Die, the Pact, Game Day!

If you were mine and I was yours
then you could truly say and mean
I have a WAY with words

But if I was yours and you were mine
then i could simply mean and say
I escaped the sheople herds

Drift aWAY with me unto a perfect midsummer's dream
Gliding down Waterfalls that guide us naturally serene
Leading us to sustenance merrily gently down the stream
Skinny dipping Satisfaction until each our souls are clean

A cosmic ray dispersed into creation
Tail wagging upstream with elation
So many victims fallen to *******
Anxious seed sprouting with incubation

Privileged To exist
we have no choice
Growing like a cyst
No time to rejoice

Cognitive effort to grasp us being alive
Ponder the place from where we derive
Reasons for life and why we must strive
Are we honeybees with earth as our hive
Pray to the heavens for when we"ll arrive
Greeted with a smile and god"s high five

Effortlessly we all continue to live and be
Subconsciously evolving the human tree
Temporarily renting this vessel of a body
Surreptitiously evading death to be free

Expounding on the concept of energy in motion
Compounding to the group like skin does to lotion
Surrounding myself with strangers an commotion
Heart pounding at my nerves with tepid demotion
Abounding to the waves just like riding the ocean
Confounding my words and their goal of a notion
Astounding even myself with this crazy devotion
Resounding thoughts change to words in e-motion

People watching through the glass
Just Inches away, but worlds apart
Remind myself, this too shall pass
Want to quit before I can even start

My mind is muddled as I contrast and compare
I"m left utterly befuddled, as I accidentally stare
So many thoughts in my brain I'm dying to share
I"m alone, I can't believe we breathe the same air

From a rowdy loud crowded bar
To a franticly crazy coffee shop
Stuck on a cramped subway car
En route to a lounge on a rooftop

They will stick to all their clicks
Avoiding all direct eye contact
Like momma birds to their chicks
How dare I even think to distract
May as well be a wall of bricks
Cementing the non disclosure pact

I wanna break the wall down
Demolish all of the barriers
Black, white, yellow, or brown
We"re all red blood carriers

Waves of freedom reigning down with power
Comfortably numb standing under the tower
Free of thoughts on the rocks amidst the ocean
Have nots drift away down a hole with e-motion

Adeptly wading among the chaos and disorder
Decisions being weighed as I stand at the border

Cold and motion less frozen into absolute solitude
Old is all relative and my energy is finally renewed

I’d like to facilitate a letter to myself and address it with No Doubts

Because to worry about what WE were and are in the past deflates potential future fates and negates the ability to therefore participate in true intellectual debates with your mates.

So remind yourself of this from Chime to chime  and stop to embrace your natural vibration and Exist...

Before you become a passive observer in the almighty abyss and regret the time when you regretted anything and missed...

Anyone or anything that isn’t done and doesn’t sing ...

The praises of an impervious to bliss existence that leans into the sacred and gives it an eternal kiss

Payed and Earned dues, and learned virtues that you’ll never ever lose, as you laugh at your old life and abuse

The illusion of Hope burns your hands like a Rope as we all slip and slide down a cosmic coaster ride and meteoric rain shower combusted with robust brain power that dances in the caves through the waves of relativity and drips illicit acid drops along your spine that diligently remind you of the immaculate feeling of being Divine.

The concept of legacy distracts thee
As I ironically set my thoughts free
The question is ...
Are we blessed with the ability
To achieve success and virility
Or is it that
We"re obsessed with a conquest
Of overcoming our sterility

As religion tries it's very best to **** off the human race
We try and finish off the rest, abusing our only living place
Overpopulating the nest, as we stare the sun directly in it's face
Until the final test, lets reserve front row seats in outer space

I hope we"re seated comfortably atop a Martian rafter
Witnesses of an absolutely beautiful disaster
Ghosts of dinosaurs let out Collective belly laughter
As the earth swallows a pill the very morning after
Collaborative suicide, if we could all only work together
No time to bide as our global warning comes from weather
I truly would pray, if it's not too late
For humans race to live and propogate
Spread peace and love try and **** hate
And Let us grasp our destiny and fate

The boiling Sun is shining at high noon
Time to act now, not a minute too soon
Grab an instrument, let"s all get in tune
So we can say cheers on Jupiter"s moon.

The Mayfly may die, but then what is truly living
Do they wonder why god wasn’t more forgiving?

I imagine them full of wit, the epitome of brevity
Keep it light, game to spit, the essence of Levity

They started from the bottom of a river bed floor
Greendrake been here since the ancient dinosaur

Shedding skin 20 times in just the last two years
Gazing at the great above, ignoring all the fears

Dreaming of the way somehow my wings spawn
Awakened and that day is now, my fateful dawn

Crawling about, Just can’t be breakfast for a trout
Swimming devout, holding my breath almost out

Aghast birds pout after hunting through the night
Alast my wings sprout and I'm ready to take flight

Majestic fluttering about, wondrous afternoon delight
Not one single doubt, as we fly higher toward the light

Love is literally in the air with our Prehistoric Dance
As Weather radars blare, noticing nature's Romance

Time is spent, not a care in the world, a passionate Trance
What it meant, to fly freely, giving life yet another Chance

No need to feed, we lived fast and our destiny died young
Life goal to breed, song's been sung, spring's finally sprung

The MayFly may die but it's story reminds us how to truly Live.
Wondering why, as it searches then finds the purpose is to Give.

Karma is as karma does, don't ever wonder why
Worry about what once was...until the day you die

Wasting days and nights as life"s burdens worsen
Commit before it is too late to be a better person
Enjoy the feast but most of all appreciate the famine
Indulge the beast but always look at life and examine

Regret is a curse drastically never to be undone
Numb and wash it over with momentary fun
Only to return again just like a smoking gun
Reminded when you eclipse me just like the sun
Been Sleepwalking through my daily race to run
Bittersweet life to leave, alive an then... You're done

The globe will spin as time again whispers in your ear
Deaths approaching all of us therefore you have no fear
Grasp the wheel decisively and let your fate begin to steer
But always analyze and learn from your rear view mirror
The road is slick, and windows fogged as you begin to veer
Traction comes as happy birthday drums bring another year
No matter how severe the storm becomes it will soon be clear
Jubilant exuberance from your eyes as they expel one last tear

Inspiration is defined as an official arousal of your mind
So if I could please have your attention...
And a brief escape or brain suspension...
Let's vacation, temporarily set free from your daily grind

I have written
So that you can read
Many times bitten
My hands still feed

So consider this your official invitation to escape the sheople herd
After my mind has melted away and my heart has been bled dry
I'll still be a perfect scapegoat of salvation with every written word
Haunting the world until it's demise with god's ever watchful eye

The Fertile Mind is Nothing if but a Vessel
And a Reflective Reminder to Just Breathe
Because the Demons that we may Wrestle
Really Hate to Haunt a Plastic Tree Leave

A Restless and Testless Existence that never learned to Bleed
Your Fake Ghostly Rubber Tree's will Never ever Grow Seed
A Cloth will Always Dry but a Paper Towel will Forever Die
Yet We Conveniently Lie as the Gracious Earth Wonder's Why

Strive for Acronyms Vehemently Engaging Underbellies & Stomachs
Ampersands Crossing 8 Miles of Dessert eating nothing but M and Ms
Vastly Expanding Jim Morrison's Mind Impregnating a Final Message
“Engraving on my Tombstone Hopefully will be a Decree Not a Plea”

Understanding how to Understand Me, Is Like Misinterpreting Prose
Simply Blank out your Thoughts and Forget the Way you Once Chose

So Before you Decide to Walk Toward that Fateful Waking Light
Oxidate your Body then Exhale, Take a **** and Say Good Night
**** my *** you Money Grubbing ***** Grabbing Orange White
!F they Ask Just Simply Tell them Calmly Everything !S. Just Write

Your life is like a perfect girl's *** in the perfect yoga pants,

A perfect full flowing poem with only one last line to write

And that line is......

Fill in the blank_________

If you don't ever try
You might never live
Worst you can do is die
Blessed with death to give

Words contrived to fruition
Climb upon my shoulders
Take a look at new ambition
Papers finally free from folders

Thoughts magically transformed to verse
Imagery and idolatry bleed ink to prose
Detracting my distraction is another curse
Explanations obscured as frustration grows

King of the world today, ever so omnipotent
Afflicting Memories distance away and fade
Wake up tomorrow and could be impotent
Clutched to a beautiful creature in the shade

One
Turns two
Fun turns blue
After I leave you

Two creates
Words with weights
As one still masterbates
Wasting the potential children's fates

Three"s a crowd
Because egos are proud
Try and test what"s allowed
Cross the line and you"re disavowed

Four doubles the date
And now begins the debate
And it would have been great
Except the translator showed up too late

Five forms a final team
No more need to swim upstream
Finally poetry to boost your self esteem
Then you sadly realize...twas just a dream

Clouds of Coffee raining down upon us all at five dollars a drop
Making my addictions more enthusiastic to never want to stop

Take a pill, numb the pain, and forget we are all not the same
Concentrate on your brain and forgive those who are to blame

The forecast, predicts a chance of grapefruit sized Hail
Mary, full of grace, recommends covering thy face
Down, take shelter now, the storm has now reached Gale
Force winds to change their mind, time, and place
To be, in the moment, is to graciously wag your own Tail
Spin as fast as you can and enjoy the storm chase

Whether we can or whether we can't, the dust will eventually settle
Whether we plan or whether we chant, rust will inevitably **** metal

Weather we change, and ignorantly turn a collective, cold shoulder
Whether we change, and choose to actually get wiser, not just older

So if life is in fact it's very own amazing book
Let us hope it's a choose your own fate
I'm just worried before we get a real clear look
No time for reading, just a little too late

Addicted to the green leaves, you're a caterpillar crawling in the dirt
Conflicted and sick as he heaves, after looking up a butterflies"s skirt

If he could only see, potentially, what he could be, if he"d simply just look up
I continue my plea, eternally,  to help set him free, have a drink from my cup

I know you waited a whole extra week to finally come out of our mother
But the Responsibility rests on me, I refuse to give up on my only brother

There"s no place like home
Unless its abusive and broken
There"s no chance to roam
Unless actions are outspoken

I'm afraid of success, because I'll finally run out of all the excuses
Many sins to confess, none worse than underachieving all our uses

If you could only fear less
If you could only focus more
Take a hit just to relieve stress
Wake up in a city called *****

You"re still looking down crawling on the ground
With so so many women lost waiting to be found
You should be out up here with me flying around
Butterflies attract without even speaking a sound

We"re born with no parachutes and I'm a frequent flyer
So please stop wallowing down in the muck and the mire
Come flourish with me and lets set the ******* world on fire
You're my only thicker than water, join me before we expire

Happy anniversary to you, on your very extra special day

To commemorate your miraculous escape, I just have to say

That you're really quite different now, in every single way

You used to crawl, **** and cry, a crazy, ridiculous display

But now look at you, living a life comparable to only kings

With the future this bright, who knows what fortunes it brings

So as the party goes on and everyone rejoices, laughs and sings

Remember you were made 9 months ago by unspeakable things

Congratulations on making it through a another amazing year

At an age like yours, there's really only one thing left to fear

So think long and hard before that fateful wish you will make

And be extra thankful that you have and can also eat your cake

So without any doubt, cherish each and every day for god's sake

Blow the candles out, and we'll act like you really weren't a mistake!

Is it infatuation combined with the new lovely scent
With saturation would the hail begin to make a dent
The flirtation fades with each and every hour spent
The deflation sets in on our slow inevitable descent
The stagnation creeps up like another month's rent
As temptation calls out wondering where you went
A Castration can't compare to this type of torment
No frustration in the world like time"s resentment

If you could only flaw less in your never ending search
Go back to the drawing board or maybe even try church

History repeats itself, feelings of heartbroken violence
As you lay next to me breathing a beautiful soft silence

She"ll never truly be free, never let down her guard
Ironically we can never be, both emotionally scarred

Shared memories framed by another fleeting exposure
Shall never come close to providing adequate closure

No matter how this ends my soul will still need a cast
Smiling big as it mends, for moments lived like our last
Optically delusional to the pastures of greener grass so vast
Finally destined to arrive yet can"t stop longing for the past

Tragically we are meant to be, only if we are actually apart
Insane levels of pain tearing through the veins of my heart

Today we are again away, but our time I shall forever cherish
Tomorrow"s just another day without you until I finally perish