There's the partial
remembering and forgetting
even fragments thereof
are as alarming
memory never sleeps
ever asserting---overpowering
reason, all senses abandoning
leaves its victims trembling
that which hurts most
thrives on past-digging
it takes delight at unguarded moments
in relentless tormenting
ah, how fragile is human being
ever in the roughest storms cruelly tossed
striving, struggling, sighing, lost
in pain, in angst, in regret unceasing.