Please don't follow me

    I am no one's leader

    you are your own infinity

     to move away would be a grievous error

Hidden faraway

evening light falls on pond

leaves rustle gently

I'll watch over you

not only for the sake of love alone

my heart is ever-true

without you, nothing would I own

My heart said:
i know you love me
but it's sad
you don't really understand me

Come to me my darling-lover

let my heart be your chapter

read me and you will remember

every sweet moment we had been together

Another summer
have I changed
how and why?
I wonder--

summer
it's not a season or weather
but us--do you love me still?
I wonder-

the next summer
what would we remember
joy or sorrow?
I wonder-


the eternal summer
will be the love we rediscover
when our hearts again come together
in unending wonder

We tend to think we are someone who's special
as it makes us feel good, at least some times in our lives
but this can be self-delusion and we  will get depressed or feel disappointed when we discover later on we weren't that--
then the wall collapses on us.

So few do realise that self-honesty is very healthy
and that we can achieve so much with a sense of purpose, though being ordinary