Indecisive yet boastful 
How much longer must I suffer
For your mistakes 
No amount of words
Can justify why
I'm surrounded by fakes 

How quickly do I forget 
Like dust swept in the wind
No answer just silence 

It is knowledge that opens the door
Yet others follow in their misery
An unachievable dream
With chance never taken 
Into consideration 
Here I lay in my own company

Before our hatred 
Lies a deeper meaning 
within ourselves 
What can we forget 
That hasn't been forgotten 
How many times must we be
A blind witness to oppression 

Here we are 
Still in agony 
Hoping Tomorrow
Will change 
Yet we face today 
with no desire to 
break free

Our existence is like the weeds
That grow out of the ground 
Our splendour dispersed 
Along the fields of tragedy

All of your resilience mystified 
my heart
But what is torn apart can't be mended
Back together 
All I have given you will not be forgotten 
This is what unbound love can do to us 

I sat ashore waiting for a ship without sails 
To dock infront of me without knowing 
What guidance is
How can I forget what I was taught 
The minute I was born

One night and one promise
Written in words But never spoken
You lay departed from your soul
Your heart beats below the surface
This melody still chains your body
This house is not your home
Fear turned into stone
You know that you're not alone
Stay with me for now

I have begun a journey through 
My heart trying to find my place 
On this earth 
Without knowledge of what awaits me
I'm Forsaken by those I called close 
I'm hidden beneath this emotionless veil
And I know the only thing standing in my
Way is burning apathy 

So close to be reawakened
So close to be ignited by love
Yet the depths of my heart carry on
Burning without end 

With my misguided will
I have led myself astray 
There was a time I didn't care
Now I can't bare the thought of 
Turning away 
Can you feel the fire burning? 
Can you see the ignition inside

Forever was never enough 
To show you how much I cared 
Our inability to find comfort 
Within ourselves led us astray 
From the very thing that 
brought us Together 

My diamonds lay in the dirt
Of my misconception 
Waiting to be found again 
Through salvation 

Through all the moments of my life 
I tried to justify my past 
Yet I still can't find serenity 
Still I can't set myself free 
How much longer must I dwell
In my past 
How much longer must I bear something 
That never lasts