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Victor Jun 2018
How many times have I watched 
The sun go down without you?
How many times did my tears fade
In the rain? 
The pain of your negligence towards me
Only grew into a veil of tears

Now with all that remains 
Are days gone without you 
I don't know what's true
And what's not
My comfort betrays me
With all that remains 

Wasted words come to mind
When you left me behind 
Through what memories 
I could find 
In my heart are torn apart 
With each passing day
Forgiveness fades away
Victor Jun 2018
Another day has started 
without Me
As I look into the mirror 
I'm not the man I used to be
My inner conscience blinded 
By my reflection of self hate
I have to change before it's 
Too late

Without words of sympathy 
My life will be lead astray
Without salvation my life 
Will be wasted away

My inner peace disturbed 
By others who wish to do
Me harm
Once I can find strength 
From something greater than I
My heart will deny my deceptive 
Thoughts 
Once and forever
Victor Jun 2018
On the day I cared
I never knew the pain 
That ignorance can give 
As the rain falls
So do my tears
All of my fears
Trapped by obscurity 
A memory forsaken 

With all that I know 
I have left behind my past
This is just a part of us
With a clear vision 
Of what's to come 
We keep being on 
The run

As I turn away 
From what I was once 
Each day enters through 
The doors of the past
Memories bleed fast
From places I used to call 
Home
Victor Jun 2018
Daggers linger in the dark
Shadows of iniquity 
Tearing us apart
Is there no end to this
Tyranny? 
With each passing day
The hours shorten
And ignorance takes hold

To all the kings
To all the lords
Haven't our swords 
Shed enough blood yet
How easily do we forget 

The years pass
Yet the memories 
Still linger
Of war and betrayal 
We let them march into 
Our cities 
And bend the rules 
To their will
As we stand behind the walls 
Of fear
Victor Jun 2018
For those who fought 
Without fear
Without knowing if
They will make it out alive 
Those with solemnity rose
Above the rest 
As life grew into death 
And as death grew into life 
There sacrifice will not be forgotten 

An empty river holds only 
The past 
With each day the present fills it
Yet we can still see what was once 
Laying in ruin 
Right in front of us 

And as the sun caresses the earth 
It's light shines upon vanishing grace
Victor Jun 2018
My Reassurance has faded
As I look into the eyes of those
That betrayed me
My love for those who test 
My patience will soon see 
Who I am inside 
Who I am Inside 

Within me 
Lays a burden 
Beneath me 
Is where I forever stand
Beneath my sorrow 
With no one to follow 

As the morning light
Creeps into to my sight
The reflection of yesterday 
Is still gathering apathy 
I have waited for to long
It's to late for me to realise 
that I was wrong
Victor Jun 2018
As the sun sinks under the horizon 
My mind still remains hidden in
yesterday 
Scattered pieces of my thoughts 
Lay in disarray
so far away
And I stand, I stand here in memory 
In memory of you 

From the first day 
That I saw your eyes
To the last day where 
I found you dying 
Underneath perpetual 
Lies
I still wonder to this day
If I could have it any other way 

Saturdays sin is washed away
By Sundays grace
Yet I can still feel your skin
I can still see your face 
No matter how hard I try
My heart burdens me with 
The memories of you 
The memories of you

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