Deny
I deny the feelings i have for you.
I deny every time you walk down the street and my homie ask if i love you and i say ******* but in the back of my mind all i can think about is how much i l rlly love you 
I deny the fact the when you got a new man that it dosent hurt me because i know i can treat better then any ***** ever will
I deny that you are not the most beautiful thing in the world because your beauty is what wakes me up in this world
I deny that i dnt want you as my future wife Knowing deep down that all i want to do his hold you tight right by my side you as my bonnie and me as your clyde 
I deny how intellectual you really are even tho your the most intelligent woman in the world
I deny that i dnt think about you when i sleep but we both know your in my dreams always holding hands taking on the world as best as we can
I deny i dont want to be your protector even tho i wont let anything hurt you
I deny that your eyes arent pretty but gorgeous like the sunset over the seas
I deny that your not all i want but you are the only thing i need
I deny i deny i deny i deny
I dont know why i deny
I deny to tell you the truth all the time because  it might hurt 
I deny that deep down inside that your not my favorite girl
I deny your not my whole wide world
I deny that this poem wasnt made for you to show my love for you. 
I guess you will never know how i really feel for you because of my denial

I am who I am
Not what they think me to be

I praise myself to Allah  and all the wisdom he has teach
A sober mind can see all the deceit in the shadowy streets

My defeats are my greatest victories
If you just look at me you will see a young man with no interest in the world at all
If got to know me you will know that I love poetry and historical sites

In spite failure is my greatest fear
Fear that I will be nothing to the world at all but a *** with a  beard

I work to gain money
I work to gain respect
I work to prove to myself that I am something of worth

I am young man on the road to success
I have a temper
I laugh
I cry
I love

Outside I show a smile on my face
Inside I hide the worry that I will not survive

I am who I am
Not who they say me to be

Don't compare me to another teen because I have my own individuality even if that contrasts to reality.

They want us all to be the same, test us and want us to have the same grades but we all have our own brains different minds and in time no one will ask how our grades were in senior high.

They tell us to be different but compares us to other kids  I don't think this is fair because individually our minds can never be compared
I am who I am and there will not be another like me I am unique like a precious jewel found in the sea.

Artist say urban art is amazing but the graffiti on the side of building that actually shows a beautiful art technique with passion that shows the beauty in the streets is vandalism but scribbling on a paper is really creative what a shame to put down a kids dream and tell them there nothing but dirt in a desert plain.

But at least when  I become a man I can say I did it on my own plan but i don't think society doesn't understands I want to be my own individual.

It hurts when you love and that person doesnt love you back 

They keep hurting you  and your feeling like your getting stabbed in the back 

Tomorrow you feel like it will be a new day but you end up in sorrow like every other

You stay to just because you scared to be alone and you take the pain 

They leave you cold hearted and having no heart to give 

So your saying **** love because you forgot what it is 

But dont give up hope because everyday someone is figuring out what love is again