I look at you and think
does she miss me or even blink
is she even human ,shows so little
would she care if I ended up in a hospital?
love so strong yet so meaningless
dont you ever miss seeing us ?
it was never love just a romance
that's why only I am out of balance
thats all I hear from you
thats all I've ever hearrd from you

she was my world the only thing that mattered
now she looks at me with a glaze as if she was tattered
i tried to help and make it all right
but all i can to is take a flight
far far away to escape  this hell
maybe this finally will make me  well
she says that it is time to move on
but how do you move on from sth like the sun
so ever present in my life beautiful and blinding
when i look at her i feel my thoughts binding
into 3 words saying „i love you”
all i think about is her not that my essay is due
every day she laughs and smiles
while my mind crumbles and falls
deeper into the abyss that is love
knowing that this doesn’t with a dove