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Disclosed Mar 2013
I think we like the idea of love

Feverish kisses
long embraces
fingers down my spine
physical contact
emotional contact

But
no one ever tells you about the hurt
the long nights spent crying
the ache of nothingness
of knowing that you are nothing
with out them

That's all love is
an Idea
a fantasy
a fairy tale

Well there are no such things as fairy tales
no fantasy
no romance

There is not knight in shinning armor
No princess in a tower
No evil witch
No dragon

But
there is us
and you are not my knight in shinning armor
and I am not a princess in a tower
and she's not a witch
and he's not a dragon

No magic
No romance
*** does not entail an emotional connection

I'm sorry Baby
this is not
a kingdom far far away
Disclosed Mar 2013
I'm gone
dead.
dying.

Memories
gone
Feelings
gone
Love
gon­e
Hope
gone

I'm gone
dead.
d
   y
      i
        n
           g.
Disclosed Mar 2013
Too quick
                               s
                           e
                        p
                     o
I get my h  up

Too often
I let *myself
    d
                              o
           ­                      w
                                     n
I'm done
it's over
finished.
                                              ­  Maybe
                                                   if I keep telling myself this,
                                                           ­            one day I'll believe it.

ER.
Disclosed Mar 2013
Miss Yon said,

        Relax and just let it all out,
         don't worry edit later.
         Become the words on the paper,
         and then it will be great.
        Miss Yon Said

The fall is thick but,
winter is thicker.
In those months of thickness,
in my house,
with blurry figures and smiling faces,
I blow on a cake with sixteen candles.
Yet I do not know where I am.
A gypsy of sorts.
A house is not necessarily always a home.
And my heat is lost to a room,
with nothing to hold in it.
Should my father's home be a more suitable location?
but she loves me
Should my mother’s home hold more warmth?
but he loves me
To some their homes are like the sun providing comfort and warmth.
But to others like me,
our home is but an iceberg,
melting.
m
   e
     l
       t
        i
          n
              g
gone.

You know it's not easy to read a compass lacking north.
Constantly wondering where you're headed
is not fun.
My best dish is logic,
served cold.
I wake up half dead,
or alive,
to things easily confused.
But being cold is bitter,
stiff,
I am unbreakable.
I am what I experience,
I am what I see,
I am who I speak to.
I am cold.
I am unsure.
To others who underestimate me,
I am ditsy,
I am just a blonde,
I am warm,
I am funny,
not smart.
not anything that could be valued.
not someone productive.
Identity is a crisis
and we are all in it.

This is my page for English H.
Disclosed Feb 2013
The great thing about love is that you fall in and out of it
The high it gives you is unbeatable,
but one is unable to live on this constant high.

This is essentially at its core why love is so magical
A person can not live on this constant high because love is not constant
It has it’s days were you feel like nothing or no one can touch you
like you can sore next to the tallest buildings,
but love also brings the greatest sadness which even wars have been started over

In a nutshell, humans are in love with love
the feeling of being encased in something which contains no boundaries,
sparks something magical.
Disclosed Jan 2013
He kissed me
You embraced me

He slithered his arm up my skirt
You asked if I was cold

His kiss was filled with passion
Your kiss was filled with hope

He poisoned my veins with lust
You fed me from the tree of knowledge

His scent was commercial
Your scent was raw; shocking me back to reality

I left him.
                  You left me.



ER.
Disclosed Dec 2012
I'm sorry I'm not smart enough
I'm sorry I'm still in high school
I'm sorry I'm not pretty enough
I'm sorry I'm not 2 years older

But I cant change any of it

And
I'm sorry you can't accept me
I'm sorry your nose is crooked
I'm sorry you have a crooked smile
I'm sorry you lead me on
I'm sorry for hurting you last summer

But I love you

and
       I'm sorry
                         you don't feel the same
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