dionne

dionne Dec 2013

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Days will come and go
Maybe you'll grow old
But you will die
With a heart of gold

All because you believe in dreams
I believe in dreams
And it gets me through the nights where it feels all broken and torn at the seams

So believe in dreams you love so much
And the passion in your heart will make them real

Laugh ,cry ,sing and sigh
But don't let the past get you down
Your dreams will come true

I believe in dreams
And I believe in you

dionne Nov 2013

so sick

ι'м so sick of feeling worthless
When ever he looks at me
With his potent eyes

And making me feel small
His invasion makes me feel worthless,hopeless ,sick

he sees me as the little girl he controlled
I was his for longer than ι'd like to remember
I'm so sick

He said I lied
that I cried when he came inside me
And now I'm burning a highway to hades
I'm sick

Worthless ,hopeless ,sick

dionne Oct 2013

Proof

My thoughts drifting
My Faith is shaking
Thinking of how hard it is to love
Even when you cant love yourself
And all you really need is help

ι try so hard to understand
But ι cant
ι cant cry in his arms ,cause his not here ,its not his fult and if it was
ι ωσυℓ∂η'т care

It kills me to watch you stare
While we're going down the hole of fear
Our time spent feels like a blur
Racing through time with no care

My heart is bigger than the distance in between us
ι know this cause ι feel it beating
seeking for your love
That ι know exists
And thats all the proof ι need

dionne Sep 2013

ι'м done

ι'м done ,ι can not continue
This misery feels so new
Drowning in my sorrow
ι'м so confused

ι said ι'м done , you cant make me go back
And watch You just stare
While ι'м living this nightmare

ι'м ripping my heart open just to feel
Yet the only thing ι feel iS weakness
In this lonely abyss

ι cry out for you
But you just turn me away
And discontinue

ι'м done with feeling weak,empty and hopeless
But you sure are one thing ι'll miss
When ι'м gone

dionne Sep 2013

sleep and never wake up

While you sit on your throne
ι'м buried all alone
When i say all ι need to do is die
ι sit in my room and cry

You ∂ση'т  know how hard ι fought to survive
But look ι'м still alive
Yeah ι do feel like sleeping and never waking up
But ι ∂ση'т  believe in giving up

So you can cast your stones
And break all my bones
Watch me die
Cause ι refuse to live a lie

Maybe my time has come to end this misery
The consuming fury
ι'м caught in the grey

So ι'll sleep till may and say that ι ∂ση'т  wna see the sun anymore
Cause my heart still hurts
ι'м cold to the core
And this Room is starting to feel like a tomb

dionne Aug 2013

20 minutes of pain

She sat there empty
Trying to hide
What she's feeling inside

She says she's all alone
She said the world ∂σєѕη'т even know
About the pain she hides

Happiness is just a lie
When all she wants to do is die
So she takes a snif and fly
into a world you and ι deny

She ∂σєѕη'т want the world to know the truth
She's been broken and abused
And she was always used
BY you

Your words echo in her mind
And your words are clear
She knows that you are here

After she takes the blade and watches the blood trickle down her skin
Feeling relieved from her pain
She thinks she's going insane
And its not even a game

While her eyes are still heLd shut
She can hear you breathing softly
After another 20 minutes of pain

All her screams and shouts fade
Like they ωєяєη'т even there
This world ιѕη'т fair

Her fear is built by you

dionne Aug 2013

9 things ι hate about you

ι hate you for all the sacrifices you made for me
ι hate you for all the times you never held me close
ι hate you for all the good things you never said to me
ι hate you for all the times you left me to bleed
ι hate you for all the times you delivered me from pain
ι hate you for all the things you ∂ι∂η'т say to me
ι hate you for all the times you ∂ι∂η'т believe in me
ι hate you for all the days you violated me

For the most part
ι hate you for dying and leaving me in pain