Oh sweet ******
I have inhale thee so oft'
and tasted you upon my tongue
and against my skin so soft
Ive drank you in
and licked your sweat
hooked by my need
I need you yet...



for you
are
my drug of choice.

Poetry
is the chance
to have our muted voices
heard

I stretch our my truths
for you
to cling to.

She offered me a nightcap

but I forwent

the pyjamas

Seems unfair somehow
to love you as I do...

to miss you
with all my heart

to hold you
in my thoughts

all night and day
just dreaming of your kiss...

I know it's mutual
but is it right
to want you as I do

not just your body
and your mind

but your time 

each precious second craved
each word digested

to be regurgitated later...

when I'm alone
with just my memories of you

is it okay to feel this way
to fear the very thought
of losing you

I wonder...


DO YOU


feel the same.

Oh angst thou hast thy claws in me
and Mark my flesh with misery
the words you pen in reddened ink
are not my thoughts but what YOU think
you steal my hope my dreams my sleep
your claws dig in and dig in deep
my muscles ache my minds a mess
as you seep in to each recess
each corner found and alley breach
no where to hide beyond your reach
all colour drained just black and black
you rake your claws across my back
my will is gone all hope is shot
you know too well the things I'm not
you call me names and make me weak
but worse it's with my voice you speak
my lips don't move nor vocalise
but still I hear your poisoned lies
up my dosage up it more
as you claws tear and tears now pour
**** you **** you for damning me
you fiend born of my misery

For one
solitary moment
of sheer
shared
pleasure
I would suffer
a life time
of indescribable pain
willingly
without
one complaint.

Dear magazine and tv fashion
hast thou ever heard of natural passion
you Photoshop you cut and crop
you edit this and that ... Please stop
the real beauties are those that know
you don't have to be a size zero
Sixteen eighteen or all above
can still find joy can still know love
nipped and tucked Kozmo get ******
only chicken skin gets plucked
wax n shave and now vajazzil it
Draba for gods sake don't talk ****
lift em up and shrink that bottom
yet there's something that you've forgotten
men prefer a sense of humour
to all this artificial hoo haw
so girls for reason and for sanity
tear up this propaganda vanity
be yourselves and break the habit
be a bunny girl not a freakin rabbit
ditch the salad bin the chart
Declare today a brand new start
ugly is as ugly does as spoken by the media buzz
today take back your sass and bounce
cause your all woman each gorgeous ounce
men admit it for gods sake
there's nothing **** bout a rake
women should live for more than style
so come on sweetheart chin up... and smile
now let your heart and soul start humming
and as for boys.....
                                 Keep em' comming

Lend me your ears
that I
may whisper
such sweet nothings
with little more
than
a hushered breath
it's touch
lingering but a moment

to long

upon your lobe
naked now
of all pretense  and flattery

my lips graze
spreading ripples
of pleasure

my tongue
probes teasing
as my kiss or' whelms you

open mouth ... closers

nibbling lightly
upon the phallas
of your *****

my breath heated now
my lips wet

and in my mind I wonder



are yours?

You must think I'm a clock
as you are always
winding

me


up.

You burned out my eyes
with a handful of tears

Like a **** on a toilet seat

he was easily


*******.

Her ***** burned
for him
the flames of passion
heating away
all her doubts and inhabitions
the heat from his body
seared her own
branding open hearts
upon her flesh
with his kiss
sweat became steam
as in the afterglow of his naked touch
she smoked...

inhaling
the scent of ***
with
hot lungs

Question :-

Walk upon hot coals

or

run wild upon dieingembers ?


<3

With all the skill
of a
seasoned cartographer
he mapped
out her gentle contours
his fingers
gently tracing
both hill and valley
the soft rolling
plains
and pausing to drink
from her wadi
water both salty and sweet
his fingers
charted the grasslands
and the softly scented caves beyond
each inch carefully
inked with both tongue
and wetted wanton
kisses
the whole landscape
laid
out before him
to be enjoyed
at his own leisure

I'm not
a materialist

I prefere to see you




naked

-x-

Do you miss me wanna kiss me
do you wanna steal my breath
wanna hold me soft enfold me
share with me a little death
wanna feel me try to heal me
as the darkness takes ahold
wanna bathe me try to save me
with your kisses chains corrode
wanna claim me wanna name me
as your nails carve in my bark
wanna know me wanna show me
all your beauty after dark
wanna chance it then enhance it
Take a bite and ******* ache
wanna own me now you've shown me
that my heart you'll never break
wanna keep me and sleep with me
want to awake within my arms
wanna aid me and to shade me
beneath your loving palms
wanna momment wanna life time
want what ever I can give
wanna be mine wanna share time
want to wake and at last live.

Monmas boy!          You gonna cry?
Yes ...

because I'm stronger than you

I'm not afraid like you

I have feelings unlike you

tears don't make me weak
and loving my momma
makes me no less of a man

I'm not crying cause you hurt me
I'm crying because the one in pain is you

Too afraid to show emotion

How will you ever truly love
or welcome home your new born child

if you're trying too hard to be the man

your father


Made you


Be.

I have simple needs...

water
food
  warmth

and you.


<3

You the splinter...

poisoning my blood
stopping my heart

B E A t i n ......

The daisies are lieing silent now
The earth as claimed her back
my heart oh God it's breakings
and the skies have turned to black

Ten years you've stayed beside me
ten years you've shared my pain
and now my heart is breaking
cause I ner' see you again

All I ask is hold me...

draw me close
to you

be both
the ropes that bind me

and the ******
that brings me my release

Whisper... I love you in lullabies
as I dream of nothing

but being held


close to your heart.

You lied when you said you loved me

Unhappy Face


:(

Love without any feeling

can never

truly

Feel like love.

<3

Feel free

to put words
into
my mouth.


Kiss me....

<3

Feel free

to put words
into
my mouth.


Kiss me....

<3

I'd rather
spend one moment
in your arms...

than an whole eternity
in Heaven.

You put me under pressure daily

and

I love it

You put me under pressure daily

and

I love it

I've fallen for you
so often
my knees are
calloused.

Even
at the ends of the earth
I'm with you

Even
at the ends of time
Ill be with you

Even
After death claims me
I'm still be with you

For I am
but a heartbeat
away from your memories

When again in Joyous MAE
where Weeping willows bow and sway
and Martin swoops from hollowed eave
to where Victoria bids us leave
down railway track by home bound Duck
and motion sickness makes us Chuck
smelling salts from moonlight blossoms
as Marian asks what's a possum
Hilda and Tim try to explain
as Bala steps onto this train
he greets with smiles sweet Linda there
as Edward offers him a chair
Thoughts Forgotten as we chill
my Dry Sapphire Gin I knock and spill
cussing Profanity too loud
I shock so many of this crowd
Sammi Sweetie red of face
covers the ears of Madison Grace
Jerelii turns to poor Prabhu
and asks him soft what can we do
Frederick hands to her a tissue
and Vijay says good luck I wish you
Rena Em and poor old Quentin
have not returned when they were sent in
offering advice and gentle aide
and Lee and Jimmy knelt and prayed
Harlow ran and Blackmire followed
both too afraid their courage swallowed
Floaters pointed to Anon C
and said aloud you come with me
Something we knew was ours has gone
but look his Sisters just got on
So Daytonight spoke I'll cuff his ears
to stop him swearing now my dears
Embers knew shed blow her top
so quickly Rose and said ... My stop

I lay myself open to you...

Like a thumb worn novel

aspiring to be a classical romance...

coming off as a cheap
dime store
rag

My lines less Tennyson and Shelley
more Micky Spillani

yet feel the warmth of each page
once pressed against
my aching
breast

for it heard my needful heart
tasted my tears

Read between the lines
find the nervous boy behind the man

all fingers and thumbs
typing out words his Tongue
could never
speak

Each comma each fullstop
an anxious
drawn
out breath...

as I thought of you discarding me

in pursuit of passion

yet know the foreword and the photograph
do no justice to my ache
for you

to find me
there amongst the metaphors

waiting...

for you alone
to know the real me.

Happiness
is
a gift given men
to give
women pleasure

Love to live...

live to love...

either way
be
happy.

Dawn breaks
softly
within my lovers lips...

as I kiss her

good morning

as every morning's good
when I
can so easily

taste last night
upon her fragrant breath

as my tongue
rolls slowly across her tongue...

welcoming her back
my aching need of her
mouthed

but never spoken,

for what need of words have we

when silence
says
so clearly and so honestly


I love you.

Friends
are the foundations to ourselves...

keep them strong
and they'll support you


always.

Winter nights seem colder
without your arms
to warm me.

Only fair I steal a kiss after what you stole.


<3

I'll take only that which you give me...


nothing more.

They are the HP trinity
father mother daughter three
they share their faith and love and all
and raise one up if they should fall
no one is shunned nor turned away
and for them all they freely pray
where would we be without these friends
true hearts on which we can depend
Timothy and Hilda too
and Marian this poems for you
may God bless and guide your feet
giving to you his love complete
for in these days of endless night
to those in need you've offered light

Comfy couch
a cup of coffee...

cheerful company

cuddling close.

Uplift me
gently
my love...


one kiss at a time.

My life

is like playing
solitaire

with marked...

tarot cards.

Snow blind
unkind
as blurred shadows dance
within the ice...

her mirrored form
born of light

a snow summoned mirage

a phantom

a spectral entity beckoning
with long slender
fingers...

air borne
twirling flakes
covering her modesty

eyes echoing
the emptiness of meadows

a kelidascope of
blues and greens
amidst Hazel browns and golds

her lips azure
whisper upon the breeze
calling me
to follow

and follow I must

for I am hope
and unspoken promises

for in her arms are held
my dreams
for

I am the Spring.

I enquired at the lost and found to no avail.

Spying
upon a lovely pair of ****

gives me...


pleasure

Blackbirds
feasting upon my flesh
as sparrows...


steal my nuts.