I stretch our my truths
for you
to cling to.

She offered me a nightcap

but I forwent

the pyjamas

Seems unfair somehow
to love you as I do...

to miss you
with all my heart

to hold you
in my thoughts

all night and day
just dreaming of your kiss...

I know it's mutual
but is it right
to want you as I do

not just your body
and your mind

but your time 

each precious second craved
each word digested

to be regurgitated later...

when I'm alone
with just my memories of you

is it okay to feel this way
to fear the very thought
of losing you

I wonder...


DO YOU


feel the same.

Oh angst thou hast thy claws in me
and Mark my flesh with misery
the words you pen in reddened ink
are not my thoughts but what YOU think
you steal my hope my dreams my sleep
your claws dig in and dig in deep
my muscles ache my minds a mess
as you seep in to each recess
each corner found and alley breach
no where to hide beyond your reach
all colour drained just black and black
you rake your claws across my back
my will is gone all hope is shot
you know too well the things I'm not
you call me names and make me weak
but worse it's with my voice you speak
my lips don't move nor vocalise
but still I hear your poisoned lies
up my dosage up it more
as you claws tear and tears now pour
**** you **** you for damning me
you fiend born of my misery

For one
solitary moment
of sheer
shared
pleasure
I would suffer
a life time
of indescribable pain
willingly
without
one complaint.

Dear magazine and tv fashion
hast thou ever heard of natural passion
you Photoshop you cut and crop
you edit this and that ... Please stop
the real beauties are those that know
you don't have to be a size zero
Sixteen eighteen or all above
can still find joy can still know love
nipped and tucked Kozmo get ******
only chicken skin gets plucked
wax n shave and now vajazzil it
Draba for gods sake don't talk ****
lift em up and shrink that bottom
yet there's something that you've forgotten
men prefer a sense of humour
to all this artificial hoo haw
so girls for reason and for sanity
tear up this propaganda vanity
be yourselves and break the habit
be a bunny girl not a freakin rabbit
ditch the salad bin the chart
Declare today a brand new start
ugly is as ugly does as spoken by the media buzz
today take back your sass and bounce
cause your all woman each gorgeous ounce
men admit it for gods sake
there's nothing **** bout a rake
women should live for more than style
so come on sweetheart chin up... and smile
now let your heart and soul start humming
and as for boys.....
                                 Keep em' comming

Lend me your ears
that I
may whisper
such sweet nothings
with little more
than
a hushered breath
it's touch
lingering but a moment

to long

upon your lobe
naked now
of all pretense  and flattery

my lips graze
spreading ripples
of pleasure

my tongue
probes teasing
as my kiss or' whelms you

open mouth ... closers

nibbling lightly
upon the phallas
of your *****

my breath heated now
my lips wet

and in my mind I wonder



are yours?