In the depths of your emotions
my heart swims free

She's a nurse a maid a beauty queen
a cop a nun and mistress mean
she's heels and whips and ******* chain
and the whacks and scream of pleasured pain
she's hot she's bad she's all I seek
as she leaves her mark on reddened cheek
she's forceful gentle sometimes coy
and the fantasy of ev'ry boy

So many lost moments...

so many prescious kisses
untasted

arms that have felt the chill embrace
of your absence

bodies that occupy the same space
made strangers

but time and tide today held back
to make so sweet amends

as we once more share with one another...


one another.

Alfie won't eat
can't keep it down
there's fluid on his chest


Three days two nights
and lots of care
he's home and well and blessed.

Thank you to God
whom heard my prayers
and doctors that would not rest.

13:01 weighing 7lb 2oz
you entered this world
your mothers mirror image miniaturised
wearing the smile her mother gave her.

Pass me the razor blades
hand me my pills,
fill my glass with *****
I need to cure my ills.

I'm sick of all the smiling
when my tears burn my eyes,
tired of empty laughter
when my laughter rings with lies.

My mask is crumbling
my smile is smudged and run,
God grant me forgiveness
and let this pain be done.

Twould be better had thou never found me
best that fate had intervened
to turn your face
and stay your step
muting thy tongue with hush-ed lips
stealing back
your first sweet words
that drew me to you
close
time is the crowbar of the soul
widening the cracks
that formed
when er' I inadvertently hurt you.