They say that if you’re going through hell
Keep going
But what if the demons
Keep pulling you back
What if hate
Keeps ******* you in
What if hell
Is where you belong
What if
You’re someone like me

Tell me about yourself
Your fears and hopes
Your dreams and nightmares
Tell me all the wicked thoughts
That come to your mind late at night
Tell me stories of your childhood
And you want to do when you graduate
Tell me what you want to do with your live
Tell me your favorite color
Favorite song, book, movie
Your favorite food and drink
Favorite type of cookie
Tell me what you hate
What you can’t stand
Your pet peeves
Tell me secrets you thought
You’d never share with anyone
But make me love you
All that much more
Tell me everything
You can go on for hours
I don’t mind

We dance
And we laugh
And we sing
And we smile
We don’t give a ****
What’s cool, what’s in style
We’re odd and we’re weird
Abnormal, you say
Well I hope and I pray
That’s the way we would stay
We’re all teens in love
With ourselves, with each other
We hang off each other
Like sisters, like brothers
“Grow up!” they say
“You can’t be this careless!”
We ignore them, we know
Today is our day

Stop making me want you
Stop making me blush
Stop making me stutter
Stop making my heart skip a beat
Or two
Just stop
It hurts so much knowing
That I can never be with you
And you don’t even realize it
So please
Stop being so amazing
Let me get over you
I can’t deal with this heartache any longer

Have you ever thought
That maybe
The stars don’t really shine for you?
That you are a single person
In an insignificant town
With people who don’t care
About you at all
And we have no actual power
Over what happens in our lives
These are terrible thoughts
Because we
As people
We need to feel important
Powerful
And in control
Like we can make a difference
But when you’re laying in bed
In the middle of the night
You kind of loose hope
You question your entire life
ANd realize we know none of the questions
That actually matter in life
That’s when we think
What difference does it make
What we do with our lives
If we end up dying anyways?
And when we’re gone
We end up as nothing more than a body
Decaying in the ground
And a distant memory
Soon forgotten
That’s why
When I look at the sky
I’m filled with a crippling sadness
Because the stars will shine
Weather I’m here or not
And I know
I never really mattered anyways

It’s the way you smile
With a little laugh
Brown eyes sparkling
Happily

And I know

I’m so in love
So in love
So in love

With you

You crack a joke
I hear you laugh
You seem so full
Of silliness

And I know

I’m so in love
So in love
So in love

With you

Around you my heart flutters
My cheeks turn red
I get nervous
I stutter

And I know

I’m so in love
So in love
So in love

With you

I see you with her
Talking
Laughing
Linked arm in arm

My heart shatters
How I wish I was her
I feel the green eyed monster
And ****, does it hurt

But then I realize
As long as you’re happy
That’s all that matters
If you’re happy, I’m happy

And I that’s how I know that

I’m so in love
So in love
So in love

With you

Through sleepless nights and
Tired days
You fight your fights now
In a daze
The clouds are back and
Raining down
It’s so ****** up here
In this town
You’re a fighter who’s armor
Has been worn thin
Protecting others
From life’s cruel sin
You seem so tired
With eyes drooping and
Your bones aching
But you can’t give up
No, not just yet
Le gets good
You wanna bet?
You may not believe
You are strong enough
But I know you are
So I’ll call your bluff
Please, I’m beggin you
To stay a while longer
For no one else but yourself
To show that you are stronger
One day you will look back and know
Why you were meant to stay
You have a place in life
A role you were meant to live and play
So keep your head up
Through all the blows
Your life is at the start
Not the close