I’ve gone insane with the pain
Twisted memories still remain
I’ll never be able to escape
The terrible thoughts my head contains

Do you see these scars right here?
More to come is what I fear
But how am I supposed to heal
If I ruin what I hold dear?

I guess no one understood
Their words hurt more than any blade could
Now, I hang off their every word
As realize where I stood

I know I’ll never be good enough
I won’t make it, times are too tough
So now I lay me down to die
I’m done with life, don’t call my bluff

But this is no woe is me
I’m simply telling why I’ll no longer be
And when I’m gone you’ll wonder why
You never noticed my agony

It doesn’t matter
How shallow the water
You can still drown
It doesn’t matter
How short the cliff
You can still fall
It doesn’t matter
How small the matter
It can still tear you apart

I’ve heard them say
That the days of old
Surely were
The day’s of gold
But I can’t help
But disagree
As the days of old
Were painful to me

My demons live
Far in the past
For down below
Is where they’re cast
Far behind me
Is where I want to keep them
The past was a time
That was awfully dim

So when you say
That the days of old
Surely were
The days of gold
I disagree
I laugh and scoff
For the days of old
Are ones I’d like to brush off

Daydreamer, realities a drag
Live in your mind
Happiness in a bag
Why live in real life
When you got your stories?
You’ve got an easy way
To escape all your worries
Daydreamer, you go with the flow
Daydreamer, you dodge every blow
With your head in the clouds
You got nothing figured out
But hey, that’s ok
No need to be so stout!
As you fly with the birds
And cruse in the sky
Your lost among clouds
High as a kite

I think I saw you in my sleep, darling
Darling, you were in my dreams
You never seem to leave my mind, darling
Darling, why won’t you leave?

There’s something about you, darling
Darling, I just don’t know what
I’ve never seen someone like you, darling
Darling, you’re unique

I love the way you smile, darling
Darling, your laugh is divine
Your jokes are kind of corny, darling
Darling, I still love them

I love how awkward you are, darling
Darling, you’re oh so shy
But that’s ok, darling
Darling, we’re just the same

I know you don’t notice me, darling
Darling, I’m invisible to you
But you take up so much room in my heart, darling
Darling, I love you

I was more like a fire
Burning and raging dangerously
You were more like paper
Just waiting to be ignited

To tell you the truth, I’m toxic
I’m a pretty ****** up person
And if I’m being honest
I’ll ******* up too

I drink too much
I swear like sailor
I cut my skin
I drink the wrong pills

I’m not pretty
I’m not nice
I’m not cheerful or happy
As a girl should be

Honestly, I’m terrible
And you need someone safer
Less reckless
Than me

Because if we get attached to each other
And I do something stupid
Or you realize I’m not worth the risk
Our hearts will be broken

And I don’t want to see you hurt like that

Oh Cupid
What is your plan?
For all I see right now
Is you playing with my heart
Simply for amusement
Oh, why did you strike me
With your bitter bow
But not shoot at someone else?
All my love is wasted
Spent on unrequited love
Woe and weep
Because my tender heart
Is aching in my chest
For someone
And this hopeless love
Has left me bruised and bleeding