Is fine staying up the whole night crying,
Hating myself so much for everything I am and everything I've become?
Is fine pretending I'm emotionless in the presence of others?
Is fine allowing my heart to get trampled on over and over again
Just hoping that once, I'll find the one who won't break it?
Is fine taking pills and drinking alcohol,
Not caring about the effects but just wanting to escape my own mind for a while?
Is fine depicted in all the scars on my wrists,
All those times I needed someone and no one was there?

If so, then alright.
I'm *fine

You are lovely
You deserve more of me
Because your ways are so high above

You deserve more than what I can give you
Darling, I have far too many issues
To love you as you should be loved

You can wait for me to fix myself
Or you can find your interest in someone else
I'll leave it up to you, love

Staring at the blinking cursor,
Waiting for inspiration,
But then I realize how
Unstimulating
My life really is

The blank page mocks me
As it slowly fills with meaningless words
That I don't even remember thinking
Let alone typing

I'm out of breath
Panting like crazy
Got me wet
Nice and slippery baby

I can't think straight
My thoughts are jumbled
If you keep this up,
I'm bound to crumble

I can't form words
I'm left speechless
You got me pinned
As you pepper my body with sensual kisses

That **** body's got me quivering
That mischievous smile has my body shivering

Our bodies move  in sync
As sweat falls down in rivulets
My screams are silent but
They're louder than what you'd expect
I bite my lips to retain my sanity
The deeper you go,
The more you get out of me

I'm getting to my end
I'm out of control
All the sensations are taking their toll
A knowing smile, you can tell you've won
You made me tap out.
I'm done.

Fury is bubbling up inside me like a volcano ready to erupt,
But all I do is smirk
Because if I let it go,
I'll say things I'll never be able to take back.
And I won't regret it,
But they might.

The lights are dimmed low
Our bodies moving slow
You hear my soft moans
As you have all control
A soft touch here,
A whisper of a kiss there
Has me running my hands all over you and pulling on your hair.
You chuckle at my submission
As we switch to the next position.
In the dimmed low lights,
I can see your body glisten.
You smile cause you know I'm your prey.
I can see the predator in your eyes as you've come out to play.
So pin me down, show me who's boss
Cause at this point I already know I've lost...