I am going day by day
acting like every day is a normal day
while my feelings grow

eventually it will be too much
and I reach the breaking point

with everything that is happening
I know that I just need to wait
but I can't wait
I need to do something...anything to make things better for me
but what can I do?

I am feeling better
everything is over and done
but am I over it?

when you are near
I find it hard not to look at you
and your beauty

when I think of you
it's hard not to imagine
a perfect moment with you

so am I over it?
or am I back at square one?

don't dwell on the past
or worry about the future
focus on the urgency of now
focus on today
because it may be gone tomorrow

everyone is searching for the same thing
shrouded in darkness

everyone going different paths
through false roads and twisted trails

I wish I could stop stumbling in the dark
but I'm stuck like everyone else

what do I want most?
all I want is to be with someone

someone who I can lie next to
and confess what is my heart

someone who I can love without worry
someone who I can share my feelings with

someone that will understand me
someone I can care about

Thank you
for everything you have done to help me

without you
I would be lost and confused

Thank you
for listening to my problems
and understanding my feelings

Thank you
for never being angry
even when my feelings reached for you

Thank you
for helping me when I needed it most