for the first time in a long time
I don't feel worried

but all that can change
*in an instant

I have no more secrets to hide
a weight is lifted

I expected despair and heartbreak
but those feelings never came

now that I have nothing left to hide
I feel free

If I tell her I had a crush on her
what would happen?

will it be quick and easy?
with no harm done?

or will I lose a friend
that I cannot live without?

I feel like I am caught in a high tree
far away from reality

I want to come down
I want to join the others

but I can only watch
as the moments fly by

how did I get up here?
and more importantly,
how do I get down?

I am traveling through a land
of secrets and hidden feelings

the road I walk is dark and silent
and I can't see the end

nothing is going up
only down

no one is happy
only heartbroken

nothing is coming together
everything is falling apart

nothing is right
everything is going wrong

I don't know where to go

there are many paths ahead of me
in a mix of confusion and colliding feelings

I guess I'll just stand still
where I know it's safe