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Dev A Oct 2014
Talking with each other
About the randomness of the day.
Going from topic to topic;
Conversation is easy.
Being with my friends
Everything feels right.
When you walk through the door
My heart flutters at the sight of you.
Ignoring their reactions
All I see is you.

Laughing and joking
Our tendencies to show how much we care
Slip by others who don’t understand.
Light shines through the darkest abyss
Bringing happiness and joy.
You sit beside me
Letting me hold you as we watch videos.
One wrong thing
Changes everything between us all.

Curling into a ball
Leaving the world behind.
Hurt and despair take over
Nothing else breaks through.
All you had to do was sit there
Right beside me.
Instead all you did was focus your hate;
Directing it towards him.
Tension built making every movement uncomfortable.
Why should I be uncomfortable around you?
Why should I be uncomfortable in my own room?

Tears fall down my face
As you are consumed with your hatred.
You don’t acknowledge that here I sit.
You can’t show emotion
Not while he is here.
He makes everything seem unnatural.
Why are you so focused on him?
Why can’t you lay here beside me
As we always do?

Now I’m pleading.
Please stay here with me.
Please pay attention to me!
You didn’t come over to see him!
You came for me!
I didn’t know he was going to be here.
For once, can’t you just try to be nice?
At least for my sake?
I don’t care if you like him or not
All I want is to lay beside you
With your arm as my pillow
As I run my fingers through your hair.
Dev A Oct 2014
Thanks to you
I've finally moved on.
I no longer think and think of the two guys I thought I loved.
I no longer wonder
About what they are doing or if they've moved on.
I no longer wonder if they think of me.
They don't occupy all the space in my mind
Consuming my thoughts throughout the day and night.

Thanks to you
I've finally moved on.
I no longer compare the things that they did;
They're actions and they're words.
I don't wonder about how they're feeling.
Worry no longer consumes me.
I no longer think of all the time we spent together.
No longer do I compare you three.

Thanks to you
I've finally moved on.
I no longer fear being left behind and forgotten.
You treat me with respect;
Rather than like they did.
Your actions speaking for you;
Showing me you care.
I no longer worry about giving out my heart.

Thanks to you
I've finally moved on.
Your kisses cancel out his.
Your actions so caring and kind, unlike his.
Your words, gentle and sweet, erase what he said;
Showing me how much you truly care.
I no longer think about them, all because of you.
I no longer think of you and them being similar.

Thanks to you
I've finally moved on.
Thanks to you
I no longer want to be alone.
Thanks to you
I'm able to pull away from the darkness.
Thanks to you
I feel cared for once more.
Thanks to you
*I'm finally happy again.
Dev A Oct 2014
Can I rewind time
Just to a few days back?
I'm hating what I said
I want to take it all back!

The words I said
Were all in haste!
I didn't really mean
To bring on the hate!

Can't we just go back
And delete this part of history?
I wish I never said those things
I want to forget they were ever said!

I don't know where we stand
Now that I've messed it up.
I didn't think about it
Didn't mean to call you out.

Can't we just press rewind
And redo that night again?
I would do things differently
So you'd still be mine.

I wish I knew
What ran through your mind.
Have you really forgiven me
For those awful things I said?

I just want to go back
And undo the damage!
I hope we can make it past this
And keep on going!
Dev A Sep 2014
Just lay here next to me
Holding my hand.
I don't care about the kiss or the ***
They're just bonuses
In the package that is you.

Your arm wrapped around me
Holding me tight;
The best feeling in the world.
Whisper your honey dipped words
As we lay here through the night.

The gentle feel of your lips against mine
Add to the magic that is you.
Don't leave without saying goodbye;
The warmth of you hug
Will keep me safe while your gone.

The spikey feel as my hands rub your head
Drawing little shapes on your back.
A days worth of stubble
Tickles my face
As we lay cheek to cheek.

Don't say farewell,
Don't turn off the light,
Not until we've had our goodnight kiss.
Make sure smiles consume our faces,
Otherwise, it wasn't time well spent.

Goodnight, my darling, goodnight.
Sleep well till morning's light.
Until we see each other once more,
Take care and sweet dreams.
Tomorrow's almost here.
Dev A Sep 2014
Your words like honey
Drip slowly from your mouth;
Sweet and delicious.

Your hand touching mine
Holding me like a flower;
Gentle and delicate.

Your actions like words
Telling me who you really are;
Caring and kind.

Your breath like wind
Blowing around me;
Swirling and cool.

Your touch like chocolate
Drawing me in;
Addicting and intoxicating.

Your smile like a rainbow
Spreading across your face;
Wide and reassuring.

Your embrace like a blanket
Encompassing the loneliness;
Comforting and safe.

These are the things I fall for
Over and over again
As you lay here beside me.
Dev A Sep 2014
I wish I knew what you were thinking.
I wish I knew how you felt.
You sit there and hold me tight,
Then give me a kiss good night.

And yet day after day
I'm left wondering what's going through your mind.
You text me for hours on end
Then treat me as just a friend.

I wish I knew where this was going.
I wish I knew what to think.
You make me feel happy and cared for,
Then just walk out the door.

But hour after hour
I fall a little bit more.
Your sweet words
Flutter around me like birds.

I wish I knew what was happening.
I wish I knew how things would turn out.

I wish, I wish, I wish...
Dev A Sep 2014
Do you not like me?
Do you not care for me?
Do you not have feelings for me?

Everyday that passes,
Adds to my confusion
Of you,
Of me,
Of us.

My feelings for you
Change with the tide.

Do you not realize what my actions mean?
Do you not see the emotions in my eyes?
Do you not feel the same way?
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