I'm all alone with no one to hold.
One second I'm here
the next I'm there.

Everything used to be so clear.
But now,
now my eyes are closed.

I can't see the light in the sky.
I can't see the way out.
All I see is an abyss of darkness in my heart.

It's all thanks to you.
You didn't listen when I asked for help.
You shied away, even though you knew me best.

Now I'm standing 5 meters away
Watching you watching me,
And waiting.
Just waiting.

Hoping these wings will grow back
with one simple act of kindness
on your behalf.

But I'm falling farther and farther
by the second.
Titanium steel and broken wings are pushing me down.

These masks that hide the emotions
are becoming harder and harder to put on.
All because of a broken promise
from a fake friendship.

This pain that you have helped to cause
is hidden behind a mask.
Making me feel alone in this dark world
with my eyes closed to all
waiting for you waiting for me, to make the first move.
But I'm no longer here,
I'm gone forever.
A lone prisoner in my own life.

you were the nicest guy
i ever talked to.
i wish we had the chance
to meet.

you were the funniest guy
who made me laugh
i wish we had the chance
to talk face to face.

you were the weirdest guy
who made me feel normal
i wish we had the chance
to settle these oddly funny disputes.

i never got to actually meet you
i never saw your face.
but you were my best friend's
best friend.

when i heard you were sick
i knew we would never meet
face to face.  

but all those conversations
were enough
to last a life time.

i felt that i knew you
i felt that we would have been friends.
i wish we had the chance
to have been friends.

you were funny
you were weird
you were nice
all i wish
is that i had a chance to meet you.

the water crashes over the rocks.
the sound is a sweet lullaby to my ears.
just like candy to the mouth.

the white caps
remind me of the clouds in the sky.
a sweet dream forever in my memory.

the mist licks at my face
as i stand by the rail overlooking the water.
the feeling of water and wind is like coming home.

the sweet taste of salt
brings back a childhood of days and years
swimming and lazing at the beach.

ahhh
the sweet ocean.
a calm peace descends upon me.

Feel the wrath
From the devil.
Feel the fire
From hell.
Feel the burning
From inside you.
This is what it feels
To leave those you love.
This is what it feels like
To no longer care about those who thought you did.
Feel the fire in your veins.
Feel the heat in your lungs.
This is your guilt.
This is your revenge.
This is what you brought
Upon yourself.
Don’t bother me again,
For I no longer care for you.
So leave me now,
And go your own way.

stuck here
without words to say
all i can do is listen
listen to your constant chatter.

my ears are dying
as all i can do is listen
without saying a single word.

can't you just---
yes i'm listening to you
but when will you listen to me

my ears are bursting
from all this talk
of stupid things that nobody understands

my ears are dying
bursting
from being stuck here and listening
listening to you
and only *you