Haunted by the possibility
That all the seeking hands
To ever touch me
Will never adore
Have never cared
Only for a moment
Will they ever be there

In a distant dream
I remember us
And many things
That are now lost
I remember my jacket
In a small photograph
I remember asking
As you would laugh
And now I know
Why you were so content
On capturing every
Seemingly worthless moment
Things wouldn't always
Be that way
You hid unsaid words
Behind a smile unswayed
Where are you now
Underneath this snowfall
Would you pick up?
If I called?
Am I a figment of your imagination
Or are you a production mine?
I really do think about you
All the time
I cherish the feeling
Of skin upon skin
Remembering he times
Our hands perfectly fit
And though in every word
I tell a beautiful tale
You hurt me so badly
My life is jail
Because of the things you did
Because of the things you said
Echoing long and loud
Inside this lonely head
All those harsh actions
Making me wish I was dead
I'll never get to unwrap presents with you
You'll never smile like that again

I look for you
In fallen snow
In lost goodbyes
And unsaid hellos
I look for you
In unremembered dreams
I look for you
In worthless things

I want you to hug me
And smooth down my hair
In your arms the world spun
Lazily without a care

I chased after you
In lustful sin
And many other things
Love's hidden in
I was a pawn
In your foolish game
You spun me 'round
Again and again
'Till I was so I dizzy
I could only speak your name
So many nights
Tears were shed
I hid my agony
In love instead
I chased after you
Blinded by stupidity
How were you able
To make me believe?
With a swift kick
To the backs of my knees
Falling
Falling
In love so deep

The dust settles
In this empty home
The room is quiet
And I'm alone