You're just like the waves
pulling me in
You're like the ocean
I'm sinking in

Completely drowned by
the thoughts of you
I've been drugged
and my poison is you

I was drawn
like a moth to a flame
I can only hope
it isn't all a game

Even though
I try to swim away
Your arms wrap around me
and pull me back again

You're just like home
down to the trinkets
You're all I know
and I'm drowning again

"Embrace it," you said.
"While you love someone else?"
I'm aware of the risks
but my heart has been smothered
by all of this

I let my heart out
I'm drowning again
But this is the type of death
I'd love to have had

Just know if I lose you,
that's the end of me
I won't stay if I lose you
I'll disappear
I'll go away

"Be the change you want to see in the world"
Unfortunately, the only change I can offer
is to stop existing

"You accept the love you think you deserve"
I don't think I deserve any love
not like I receive any anyway

"There's so much more to live for though"
So much more things I don't deserve to see
I'm sorry

But I'm done
This is enough for me

The Queen was a humble woman
She was also a stubborn woman
Wanting to work in the fields
and her King could care less

The Queen sat at her simple table
her King refused to bear
the cost of her living
and the livelihood of her children

The Queen slept alone
in a stone cold bed
She cried when things got hard
and she prayed diligently for the best

The Queen was loved
Her children stayed by her side
and helped where they could

But sometimes children are selfish
sometimes children are stubborn too
Sometimes they loved her too little
and that made her blue

The Queen was a poor woman
who loved the wrong man
Cast aside and forgotten
She lived in poverty and strife