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derelictmemory Aug 2013
Everything is gone
I'm a liar
I feel no sadness and no pain
Everything went away

Maybe I just wanted attention
that's probably it
I'm an ugly person

I probably just wanted people to know
it seems I'm telling everyone
just where my sadness has gone

It's all gone
all the sadness
all the pain
Maybe it will come back
another day
another time
another rhyme
derelictmemory Aug 2013
Motions and lies
Oceans and tides
Highs and lows
Waves and thrones

Photographs and movies
like the words you've said to me
Typewriters and documents
Lonesome loneliness

Paintings and art
scientists using starch
Differences and combinations
Treasures and abominations

Pinnacles and roots
Ratty old boots
Holes and patches
Irreplaceable mismatches

An old rhyme
a new game
rules and regulations
all the same
derelictmemory Aug 2013
Like the stars up in the velvet sky
Like the moon shining before the sun sets for the night
Always wishing always searching
For a glimpse of peace

Like the lighted dots on a board
Like the spotlight in the dark
Always wanting always working
For a chance at recognition

Like the yellow five-pointed shape
Like that sideways smile
Always dreaming always hoping
For you to pay attention once in awhile

Like the number 5 after 9
Like the grin on her face
Always looking always trying
For you not to look at her like she was a disappointment

Like the stars in the velvet sky
Like the moon that lights up the night
Always crying always praying
For her life to end

Every night
Every night she cries
Going unnoticed, an invisible child
lackluster love
ribbons and scars
derelictmemory Aug 2013
Drunken stupors
and wondrously high nights
Staring at sunsets
getting into fights

All because he lost sight
no longer wanting to feel
the emptiness she left
trying to grasp the meaning
of a loveless distress

Endless days
Forgotten nights
He broke beer bottles
and started meaningless fights
all because
the girl he had once loved
left him for his best friend
derelictmemory Aug 2013
It was just a lot of love
In one short day
and when that day went by
you went away

Maybe if I had known
of your temporary state
I would've been more prepared
when you left before I came
derelictmemory Aug 2013
I look forward
to real smiles
to seeing friends I haven't seen in awhile
to looking into your eyes when you tell me I'm beautiful
And knowing it's true
to feeling loved
to feeling so full

I look forward
to frayed ends of ribbons tied together
to sashes and passion all about
to happiness and fairness
to being with a person who would understand
to having more than just my pen
derelictmemory Aug 2013
It was easier said and done
the fixing of a soul
that is constantly moving
deeper into the unknown

Thoughts so deeply rooted
Words so ingrained
in the mind of a girl
barely even sane

It was easier said than done
the attention and time she would need
to mend the gears in her heart
just so she could be free

No one really sees
the damage the do
until her eyes roll back
and her lips turn blue

It is what they say
People only ever listen
the moment you're dead

Who would ever
to look over the words
of a dead girl?

The fear of being a bigot
overpowers
everything else

It's easier said than done
to love yourself, to accept yourself
after years of being told
you should do everything but
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