You did me wrong
always said i was your best friend
should have seen it all along
you see, i dont see you in the same way
not like i use to
i feel like you need to pay
how could you tell me to home
i spent your birthday all alone
while you were at your party
i was the least of you worries
thought you would want me there
but it seem you'd rather lie to me
i told all my friends this story
how i took you to your birthday dinner
but barely talked to me
none of you friends knew me
still you didnt introduce me
and everyone there went to your party
everyone but me
because you didnt invite me
"so what are you gunna do?
are you gunna go home?
because you cant come"
my friend told me to treat you the same
like you did me, leave you in the cold
our relationship is getting old
i see now what it means your best friend
said you would be there till the end
you commited the ultimate sin
so now it seems we're near the end
you just lost your bestest friend

Your love was the sweetest
So your cut was the deepest
Now all my scars are open
and you can see my heart
So dont act suprised
When you see that its broken
Because thats where you shot me

But I know who to blame
I let my gaurd down
I told you where to aim

My heart beats out my chest
At a slow and steady pace
Every beat pushes out my feelings
Beats so strong, like i just finished a race
And with a every pulse
An heart aching pain
My whole body is sore
As its travels through every vein
It continues throb
It hurts to be alive
Sometimes i wish it would stop
This feeling is unbearable
My heart is broken
Unrepearable

I sit here and look at your pictures
Sometimes they make me wanna cry
Because you're so beautiful
In every photo
You're the prettiest one
Seems like you're having fun
But still i cry
As I look through these picutres
Im not in a single one

I thought it was love
i was blinded by lust
i wanted you
i gave you my trust
gave you all i had
but you brought rain
and we started to rust
soon there will nothing left
but dust
if only i could talk to the past
tell myself its not going to last
its never going to happen
you will always want her
But it wont be returned
so give up hope
before you get burned
but i know me
ill do it all over again
...as if i never learned

I'm a lone wolf
not because im alone
there are just things
i have to do on my own
the mistakes i have made are mine
there is no one else to blame
and theres no one that can help me
even if thier mistakes are the same
I cant fix the past
but i can change the future
i know what i need to do
to get where i need to go
i climb the mountain every afternoon
i look the sky and dream
as i howl at the moon

I have liked you for so long
Always played the same song
But things have to change now
So things might not be the same now
Because i have to let go
And since i never learned how
I have to teach myself
Because i only hurt myself
By loving you
Because whats the point
If you dont love me too
I'm not playing games anymore
I'm done
Because by yourself
Games are no fun
So its time i said im threw
Its time i got over you

Told you im over it
But i can still feel it my stomach
Like a punch in the gut
You hit me hard
But i didnt bruise
I scarred
You left a permanent mark
That wont easily go away
But i look at you and smile
Your so beautiful
Even though i feel pitiful
I act as is im happy
Couldnt tell you how ****** i feel
So i dont
I hold it in
Deal with it myself
I act like i'm over it
because as far as you know
I'm over it

Took you for a walk
Stroll through the park
with thoughts of romantic talk
i thought of all the posibility
how you might start to really see me
i could picture your happy face
looking into my eyes
a loving gaze
the ultimate prize
that's how it was suppose to be
but it happened quite differently
you see it was just a fantacy
cause you didnt smile once
you kept your distance
had a straight face
even walked at seperate pace
there were fire works
what a suprise
but you didnt even look
and as you walked away
i caught another case
of that heartbreaking cold
it was probalby my fault
my hopes were too bold
you had a good hand
so i look at mine and fold
your hand i will never hold

How i really feel
You will never know
my true feelings
I will never show
even if you knew it
you would not like it
the truth? i try to fight it
it might as well not be true
its not as if you like me too
so i keep it to myself
tell nobody else
i take walks in the rain
to ease the pain
i turn on my music
but you dont hear it.
you act as if your blind
pay attention to the lyric
listen to my song
its about you
and where you belong

I use to think you were blind
Why couldnt you see
You belong with me
But i was the one who was blind
I was the one that couldnt see
We were never meant to be
It tore my mind apart
Wish i found out
Before it did the same to my heart

You really hurt me
But i act like you didnt
Becuase you dont know
You are everything i desire
You turn my heart into fire
A fire so hot it burns
because i cant tell you
I had my chance
But I blew it
I lost my chance
I wanted you
And you knew it
But you didnt choose me
Even though you use keep me warm
In a world so cold
My fire started to dim
when you chose to go with him

Once so close,
Then a crack,
one small step,
and then a gap,
I had to jump,
but it got bigger,
I built a bridge,
that was unbreakable
fell to the ground,
im doing the unthinkable,
so dont lose hope,
and dont look down,
cant believe what im about to do
I'm growing wings and flying back to you

Im on a journey
A lifelong search
Search for a place
Where i can find
What matters most
that I lost through time
the origin of Beauty
And pure Love
The source of music
Such Incredible Music
The sound of her voice
But I cant find it one my own
In fear that I am alone
to this search i am bound
i will forever seek
the Lost and Found

Im holding on
I won't let go
But its a heavy rope
and I'm losing hope
Because as it slowly falls through my fingers;
I lose my grip
And my feet suddenly slip.

I see you everynight
just like a star
so beautiful and bright
But so far
You're right next to my heart
Right next to the moon
Once again,
Hope to see you soon

There are things in life
that you lose
And while some come back
others never do.
My only question is
Which one are you?

Think of you all the time
Said we're over but was lying
There's not another i could find
That could compare to you
So just give me one more sign
Im asking for a clue
Don't care if i have to wait in line
Go through these other guys, i dont mind
I will wait in line until your mine
I will wait untill you see
That you truly do belong with me

My mind wondered away
While my heart wished to stay
You tore me in two
Now i dont know what to do
Just know


I still think of you