Here I am sittin at this f'in place
It's such a disgrace

All they wanna do is remove me from society
To strip me from all my privacy

Like a ***** on crack
Trying to bring her back

They fill your head with *******
Making your body go fidget

They reach up in the clouds
grabbing a pill from a streaker which is disallowed

When will I be normal again
Normal is like the smell of rain

Come take my brain
before it drains

I see up ahead in my dreams
That my head is full of seams

And they say I'll be normal sshhit

I just wanted to let everyone know
Thank you everybody for liking and reposting my poems.
Stupid me didn't thank everyone for this and now it would take me a while to go back and reply so I officially wanted to say thank you so much I appreciate it so much means the world to me. Okay now I can do it more respectfully

I refuse to go out this way
Because I want to stay and go play

I'm not going anywhere
I refuse to go without my swim wear

Thought one day I'd be a billionaire
I was so unaware

I am grateful for my memories
I think i'll go eat a bowl of cherries

I have protected you for twenty years
Through blood, sweat, and tears

My heart has broken open
It's as if I was hit by a blowgun

Everything is spilling out
My emotions, my love, and my soul are on different routes

If you're ashamed of doing something then don't do it
You might not want to submit

Don't bring her home
There's some missing chromosomes

She's got a spell on you
Stop acting like you don't have a clue

What's happening to you stop stomping on my heart
It's beginning to fall apart

We used to be close
I think it was that jolt

Get out while you can and for gods sake don't look back
Stay ahead of the pack

Once you have come to your senses
I'll be here waiting to mend your fences

I start daydreaming as we roll down the road
I sure could use the commode

As we pass other drivers
I begin to watch them turn into spiders

What could be happening
Why are they transitioning

Could this be the end of our existence
Let's keep our distance

As I begin to search the car for some kind of a weapon
All of a sudden I become deafen

It was a loudest siren I have ever heard
We was swirled and rolled I was scared at what occurred

I think we have just entered into the dead world there's no turning back
I have started mutating my legs are getting hairy all over without any slack

Again that siren kept going off all of a sudden and I woke up turned my alarm off only to
Thankfully figured out it was all a dream
So I think I should go shave my legs for you

I love you, I love you, I love you so much
You say I love you, I love you but I feel like a busted clutch

When we are together I feel like I'm about to bust my Seams
You're always giving me the 3rd degree

I give you everything it's so exhausting
The sound of your voice makes my ears start bleeding

Then we fight so violently with our words
And we go our separate ways
Putting out the flames

We become lonely feel out a place
Why, why did I ever go to first base

If you only knew who I was talking to
Your head would spin like the Devil's head within you

If you break up over and over that's a true sign its over
That's why you'll never find a four leaf clover

It was such a long hot summer day
I kept wondering if I could get the lights delayed

I was just laying around on a pile of hay
Watching the bunnies, birds, and swatting bugs as the day slips away

I was so very comfortable as I watch the sky
Cloulds going by watching the shape of apple pie

I began to realize that the clouds
Have started to form, as my demons begin to make their rounds

As the demons arrive my body
I begin to feel sad, hate, and depressed
I feel the urge to proceed

I feel as if something is hanging above me
Not tonight for I have been impede

As a fluttering hummingbird goes by reminding me
To let the demons go and just to feel free