I refuse to go out this way
Because I want to stay and go play

I'm not going anywhere
I refuse to go without my swim wear

Thought one day I'd be a billionaire
I was so unaware

I am grateful for my memories
I think i'll go eat a bowl of cherries

Don't count me out
I'm not growing sprouts

I'm just sitting in the pool of people
Waiting on god to decide by a turn of a needle

How is it determined
Who will go up and who will go down,
who's about to be summoned

Maybe it's a bidding factor
Between God and the Devil for that matter

Could it be odd or even, heads or tails.
We all are choosing to prevail

We all think we know
I guess I better get my ducks in a row

Either way I'm a little scared
As the news makes me more aware

I just wanted to let everyone know
Thank you everybody for liking and reposting my poems.
Stupid me didn't thank everyone for this and now it would take me a while to go back and reply so I officially wanted to say thank you so much I appreciate it so much means the world to me. Okay now I can do it more respectfully

I have protected you for twenty years
Through blood, sweat, and tears

My heart has broken open
It's as if I was hit by a blowgun

Everything is spilling out
My emotions, my love, and my soul are on different routes

If you're ashamed of doing something then don't do it
You might not want to submit

Don't bring her home
There's some missing chromosomes

She's got a spell on you
Stop acting like you don't have a clue

What's happening to you stop stomping on my heart
It's beginning to fall apart

We used to be close
I think it was that jolt

Get out while you can and for gods sake don't look back
Stay ahead of the pack

Once you have come to your senses
I'll be here waiting to mend your fences

I start daydreaming as we roll down the road
I sure could use the commode

As we pass other drivers
I begin to watch them turn into spiders

What could be happening
Why are they transitioning

Could this be the end of our existence
Let's keep our distance

As I begin to search the car for some kind of a weapon
All of a sudden I become deafen

It was a loudest siren I have ever heard
We was swirled and rolled I was scared at what occurred

I think we have just entered into the dead world there's no turning back
I have started mutating my legs are getting hairy all over without any slack

Again that siren kept going off all of a sudden and I woke up turned my alarm off only to
Thankfully figured out it was all a dream
So I think I should go shave my legs for you

It was such a long hot summer day
I kept wondering if I could get the lights delayed

I was just laying around on a pile of hay
Watching the bunnies, birds, and swatting bugs as the day slips away

I was so very comfortable as I watch the sky
Cloulds going by watching the shape of apple pie

I began to realize that the clouds
Have started to form, as my demons begin to make their rounds

As the demons arrive my body
I begin to feel sad, hate, and depressed
I feel the urge to proceed

I feel as if something is hanging above me
Not tonight for I have been impede

As a fluttering hummingbird goes by reminding me
To let the demons go and just to feel free

I love you, I love you, I love you so much
You say I love you, I love you but I feel like a busted clutch

When we are together I feel like I'm about to bust my Seams
You're always giving me the 3rd degree

I give you everything it's so exhausting
The sound of your voice makes my ears start bleeding

Then we fight so violently with our words
And we go our separate ways
Putting out the flames

We become lonely feel out a place
Why, why did I ever go to first base

If you only knew who I was talking to
Your head would spin like the Devil's head within you

If you break up over and over that's a true sign its over
That's why you'll never find a four leaf clover