external validation
it's your drug of choice

it starts with
gold stars for
good behavior

the seed to please
it just grows and grows
into a wild jungle vine

gold stars turn into
compliments and "likes"
it feels so nice
but it's not

because you
need it
more and more
you have to
win the award

it controls you
and you don't
even know
who you
are anymore

Will she ever search  , where were you now !
When he is the only sun to her heart.
The similar hyme of beauty they sing.
Over the quarrels ,love they bring.
There love is fire in ice.
There love has no price.
Chilled as a winters night.
Warmth as may day light.
If he ever defined her as a moon ,
She is never beautiful as soon ,his
Luminance fregnence her.
When her ears echos only and only loneliness .
She cannot thriue unless her prayers ,
whom heaven delights to hear.
Filckered her radiance after a couple of dock a time  .
His glimps narrated her love devine.
Is moon still alone !
query remains , when his luminance  is fregnating her veins.

Shevring every coloured vain.
Silently feeling. .dt
hurting heart.
That was emotionless glimpse
Into the
Chilled November rain.
''Ur command is mah order''
They said.
While dropping from mah eye.